Eve of The End

Okay...we are now at the eve of The End, according to Mayan calendar, and to a Chinese I Ching that contains divination. So far, no recorded major quakes around the world, and the seas have not risen to form a threat to coastal cities. The ozone layers have not gotten any bigger, and our atmosphere has not turned blood red, or dooms day black.

It might be a sure bet, that nothing will happen...but there is always the uncertainty, and I am skeptical until the day passes without incident.

As mention before, I hope people don't do drastic things, should there be a sunrise, a new tomorrow. Its what I want, since I am separated from my teen age children, and want to be a father figure in their lives, more importantly a mentor to bring about good morals, and they be successful in their adult lives.

My girl Shadow, found this for me. And it was hilarious to see it. I'm glad she sees the humor of December 21st.

 

 

 



With this kind of humor floating around the net, it gives me comfort that the world will not end. And just in time for Christmas Holiday Cheers!

Closing of Hellhole

I will be closing Hellhole indefinitely, after December 1st. With predicted Dooms Day just a few days away, I might as well. And spend more time with family and friends, should there be no 22nd after.

Yes, I do and have been following the Mayan and I Ching predictions. And I bet, I'm not the only one in this world doing it also. I just hope others are not ending...relationships, or starting new ones. Quiting their job, and blowing away their life's savings. Even worst, should one decide to end his or her own life.

One still needs to plan for a "better day" if the predicted event should fail. That last sentence just seems funny to me to some reason. I guess I want to live. :D

More important, items will be sold at discount rates in stores, just in time to place lots of presents under the Christmas Tree. So make the most of your time with family and friends. This December will never be quite the same.

Shadow, does not believe that the world is ending. And I hope she is right. We made plans to see each other next year. And no, you can't persuade me to mention what our plans are. Its our secret! :D
Just saying, we plan to do things what regular couples do...go on a date, hold hands, and keep each other's feet warm at night. You can imagine the rest. Better that way.

Enjoy the holidays. And Happy Year Near 2013!



A Spotted Kitty

I meet a new family member, on Misti's side of the family. Her name is Shadow D., and is a younger sister to her. Her avatar is decent looking for a noob, and I bet Misti helped her out with her looks. But the spots, I think its her own addition, just to avoid being a typical female noob. She is not a Furry, or a Neko. Just a female with spots.

We talked during her first week, and find her charming and amusing. She has prior experience in the BDSM lifestyle in RL. And currently has no master that could claim her, as his/her own. I decided to take her under my wings. She is family, and Misti and Ice agreed for me to accommodate her. We went to the Temple, as the normal routine when setting up a new submissive in her place.

She will need to address me as Master, or Sir. Obey me, and not question my instructions when I give them to her. And prostrate, or position her body in servitude to me. Only restriction is, no sex for 30 days. It will drive her nuts more than me. as I have other readily available pets on a moments call.

The fun part is controlling her by using the collar she wears for me. As long as she has placed me as her owner, I can pretty much have fun with her in toe, while on a chain leashed to me.

 Lets see what the future brings for us.

No Limit Spirit

It is always good thinking when you look over some one's avatar profile. That way you can determine in advance, if you have things in common. The groups they have joined in their profile, and especially their personal picks section.

A new pet joined today, her name is Velvet. She stated, "I am half demon, and want to kill my mother and take possession of her soul, to become full demon." in her introductory profile. She fits just fine with us. But when I asked her about her limits, she had none to list. I and Kat helped her out, as Kat helped her how to fill out the picks section. I asked her a question, "Are you able to role play eating scat off the floor and lapping piss up also?" Laughs. "Oh no...that is one of my limits." Nods. "I though it would be, since most people is SL don't care for it also." I informed her, "Add no Child Play also. It's against policy of Linden Lab to allow it." Pretty much RL plays into SL, of zero tolerance, or abetting Pedophile behavior in a virtual world.

To me, its sick and such a heinous crime in RL done to children. Why even role play it in virtual game is beyond me, when some people seem to be fond of it. If your reading this, and doing it in SL, I suggest you cease and desist of doing such role plays. You will be reported by ex-lover(s), or ex-friends to Linden Lab, as they now allow Federal investigations looking into such activities.

What are limits to list in your profile? Maybe I can help you with the following:

No gore and dismemberment.
No snuff or permanent death, as in deleting an avatar name account.
No Dolcet
No rape or forced play without prior permission/consent.
No prolonged locked up in a cage or prison cell, and not actively being engaged in role play.
No scat(shit/crap) and piss/urination. Also called toilet play.
No Child Play.

With the questions I asked, and Kat helping her out fill in her picks section. She just got about everything listed above. but did not mind being roasted. Smiles. Odd? Since its part of snuff and dismemberment play also. But whatever works for her, is fine with us.

I hope this helps, should you make an SL free account to get you started of your limits list.

Marriage on Hellhole?

Its been a couple of days since my daughter Halo, "Dad, I need to talk to you. I'm getting married to Tig." O.O (surprised expression in SL) Yes. My daughter told me when I logged in world early morning. After Phelps and others in the US Swim Team won more medals during the Olympics.

As I mentioned before, I'm pretty much glued to watching the Olympics. And watch most of it, if I can. Her telling me the moment I logged in world, was to be sure I knew about her plans. To meet her future vampire hubby. And the added bonus. she is preggo and due to have her first SL baby!

I was shocked, since she had a hard break up with Theo, an awful bag of shit, full of deceit and mischief in my demon family, also known as "drama" in SL. We are glad to be rid of him, with a terrible disposition in real life also. You really have to place a "STOP" sign and not want to know people in world, unless you have a gut feeling they won't be a problem in SL, or when RL becomes intertwined with game play.

I can only speak for myself, since I have known Kitten in RL, and glad she is back in world. I am happy for her also, since she meet a guy in RL who happens to have an SL account also.

My daughter protecting her future hubby.

Back to Halo and Tig, since I was really surprised by the news of a baby on the way. Nothing else better to do than take a machine gun out, and point it at Tig's belly. Laughs. His thoughts were, that I was against it. No...I was not. I just made sure, I'm "deadly serious" that he take responsibility of being the father to the baby inside my daughter.

I wonder what you would do, if that happened to you in RL? I have a daughter, and is seven-teen. I hope I don't have to face it, other than she marries the guy she will be happy with someday. I don't like premarital sex for her. But than again, I was involved with sex with a few girls during my teen years. And could only guessed what the fathers' of the girls I dated had on their minds back then, as I do for my own daughter.

After having my fun with Tig at intimidating him, I congratulated Tig and my daughter Halo. I told him to call me "Dad" just to make him feel welcomed, and be at ease with me around. We talked about the Olympics and what we are following. It seems he and I are avid sports fans, and played high school sports during our teen years. It helps to know about my future son-in law.

Lexi my grand daughter, poofed in, and told her what she missed earlier. She laughed about me pointing a gun at Tig's belly. She is a demoness, and full of mischief herself, all in a good way. I did not stay long, since I just logged in to check for messages, especially from Boo.

I hope she is not getting upset with me, by not being in world lately. But it's the Olympics...comes around every four years. I want to watch history unfold before me. So far so good...I am enjoying the London 2012 games!

Hellhole Island

We are done! It has been a week since we moved to the new location, and are now enjoying ourselves without the distraction from the last place. This time on the island; BJ, I, and my daughter Halo each have our own parcel section. With me getting half, and the remaining half is split between BJ and Halo. The prims are allocated automatically, and have set our own music stream running. This has really helped alleviate any issues about prims being used, or what music stream we have to possibly haggle over, if the Sim was not divided.

I pay 3500 Lindens, while BJ and Halo pay 1750 Lindens each. That sums up the price of the Sim Tiers to 7000 weekly expense. Translated into real money, that is about $15.00 dollars a week, or $60.00 a month for me. 2000 Lindens is the minimum to purchase, and equal to $8.50.

People actually play Linden currency trading while in world, and make real money out of it. And it varies on the Linden Exchange for those buying and selling it. Yup, it is the same on the Money Exchange Index traded on Wall Street; US Dollar, British Pound, and Japanese Yen. It depends on how long you hold on to your Lindens, then exchange it back for real money. This is not an endorsement, like with anything you invest. The initial money you risk, may not give you a substantial return. Though I would mention that, since land in SL is not free, or cheap to own.

For those of us that own virtual land, we do it because it's "home" to our avatars. Play one's own music stream, have friends over to chill out with you. Rezz items instead of going to a sand box. And build and create objects from your imagination to improve your home, or sell to other avatars on SL Market Street.

Hellhole, on this island is two levels of caves and tunnels. I purchased a home similar to Ariel's, when I saw it on Market. I teleported to the in world location, and saw it on sell as of this posting date, for 999 Lindens. I did not want to initially buy it, but needed to find a new home as soon as possible, to get the Sim up and running before the Olympics started this Friday. "What the Hell, I might as well." I set my new "Castle Graven" on top of the mountain, instead of next to it on ground level. The view is great! And with the balcony I made before, I have added again to it.

The zombies are out on the open area, which makes it easy to spot them. Since they are still hard to kill, and worst if I had placed them inside the caves. They would just be randomly rezzing, and your avatar would likely die often, or would not have a chance to fire a shot off.

I set the decorations myself, my room on the third has the usual items; bed, pet basket, dance pole, and a few pictures. The room across me has a multi pose rug, and some furniture. Second floor, has the Dolcett kitchen, and the room across from it has a bed and a mattress.

With the picture of Pinhead looking over the room. Actually, its an item that held my Pinhead avatar that looked good enough as a wall decor. Did I mention a new Hellraiser movie is set for release next year? Yes! Check out the trailer in YouTube.

BJ edited the terrain, and made a connection between her section onto mine. So, that we have a continuous network of tunnels under our castles. She also added a waterfall inside one section of my cave this time. It really looks great! You have to see it for yourself, if you don't mind getting sniped to death by us demons. Smiles.

Anyway, I'm glad we are done with the builds on the Sim. All I have to do is enjoy my Olympic events on TV. And check in world from time to time for messages.

Boo!!!

I talked to this girl, I have not talked to in awhile, in fact not in a long time. She tells me, after some exchanges of pleasantries, "I was thinking of you?" "Oh, really?" "Yes. Why aren't you partnered?" "Well, I was to Kitten. But for some reason, she is no longer active. So, I just un-partnered her last month." "Well, if you don't mind, can we date?" "Date? First time in SL for a girl to ask me." She laughs. I said, "Sure, why not? Good way for us to know each other, for good and bad." "Can I get a tag, so others know we are dating?" "No...not necessary. I will just let people know that we are dating." She totally caught me off guard, by asking to date me. I was busy placing items in our Dolcett Kitchen, when I tped her ass over.

Her name is Boo!!!. Yes. Boo!!!... Boo!!!...Boo!!!... Like your in a game, and you don't like the decision made by the umpire making the bad call. And you "Boo!!! Boo!!! Boo!!!" at the very top of your head!

I will need to change her name. Because, I don't want to date a girl called Boo! If I meet a girl in RL, and she is pretty as Carmen Electra, but her name is so ridicules. I would just fuck her, and leave when I got done pumping fuel down her tank.

Anyway, a girl with a bad name would sooner, than later change her name to a sexy one. Only in foreign countries, like Europe, Middle East, Asia and most parts of Africa where names can be butchered badly. When they arrive in the US, most new immigrants will likely change it.

But in SL, name variations differ in wide degrees, like my first name "Kaboom." I choose it because it relates to explosions, destruction, and maybe to death. Even though "Kaboom" is really a sound  spelled into a word. Mmmmm...come to think of it. Maybe, Boo would change my name. Laughs.

It should be no surprise, since Youtube has made it possible for people to make video proposals to the "Love" interests of their choice. "Date me. I find you hot and attractive. My tweeter account is blah...blah..at blah..blah, or a video reply is even better. Just make it private" What a world we live in today? Smiles.

Before she went to bed tonight, her being on the East Coast, I made sure Boo is a pet. And follows my instructions, by calling me Master. And having the necessary items to be a good pet; collar, cuffs, spanker to wear for her ass, boob shaker, and bruised buns. Other items, PRN. It helps when you have a "pet trainer" like BJ around to go over those items with a new pet.

Well, we are going to give "Dating" a chance. And see how far Boo and I can take this relationship.

Wedding of Gail and Cobra

Today, I walked my newest daughter Gail down the aisle, and handed her over to my son-in-law Cobra. Gail is the sister of Misti, and asked me to take her in as my daughter. It is an honor, when someone ask you to be their Father/Dad or Mother/Mom figure in their lives in SL.

Unfortunately, I missed the wedding of Misti and Ice, last month. They invited me to attend, but sadly I was not home most of the day. And found out after, when a notice was sent out. Misti has her own Father and Mother, so I was not concerned. But when your invited to a wedding, it really is good to go. I made up for it by giving the nuptials lindens, for what ever items they may need for a home.

When Gail came down the stairs, my only utterance of words were; "You look wonderful my daughter. I am happy for you and Cobra." Planted a kiss on her cheek and walked down the aisle together. And everyone was focused on the Bride, and never on the Bride's Father. (Laughs)

At the ritual base, where Cobra (Groom) Misti (Minister) wife to Ice, (brother to Cobra), Brides Maids, and a few more people I did not know were already there. I looked at Cobra, "I present you my daughter, your Bride." I helped Gail take a step up on the platform, as the gown covered her feet. I did not like the idea of my daughter stepping on her gown and falling down.

Gail, Cobra, Misti, and Ice

The Bride side's of the family were nicely seated on the left side. I went over to join them. BJ, Mel, Demi, Yog, D.Valerie were present at the wedding. I paned over to Gail and Cobra, and took the only picture in the wedding. The picture caused by laptop to freeze and crash. My mouse device went crazy, and froze. I had to reboot my laptop lasting about ten minutes. By the time I got back in world, they had already exchanged vows, and Misti pronounced them as husband and wife.

It's not the first time SL glitches has ruined a special event for me and others. But what can you do, lag will always be a torn and pain in the ass when your in this virtual world.

The reception was to take place immediately, but not before the ceremony building was removed under our feet. We all fell in the water, and all the lovely gowns and attires got wet. Well, that is a role play aspect also, having all of us wet before the reception. It was not intentional, as lag was becoming an issue during the wedding, caused by the building itself as I was told later. But I don't think it will be the craze anytime soon in RL.

I danced with BJ for awhile. And dinner time on the east coast for her, so she left soon after. My daughter Halo danced with a Space Marine, Ultra Chapter from War Hammer 40,000. And the center of the dance, my daughter Gail and her Husband Cobra. He was lagging also, she said, "If you don't dance with me Husband, I am going shopping at Alexandra's store." We laughed! This is where the Bride starts to assert herself in front of family, who is really wearing the pants between them. But it was a jest, and she is playful.

It was a nice wedding and glad I made it.

postscript

It was delayed for thirty minutes, as Misti, Ice, and Cobra had problems logging in world. And I almost missed it, thinking the wedding to be Monday afternoon.

Yog was nude sitting there, until I told her to get dressed. Shakes head. She though all pets are to be nude at all times. Yes, new pets are nude only at Hellhole, but does not apply outside my Sim

Ariel Got Owned

Just a week after the opening of the new Hellhole at Bayview, it ended soon after yesterday. Main cause of the problem, "Ariel" number two! She tried to stage a rebellion against me, and thought I would concede of bestowing her the title of "Domina." Which in her stupid little mind, thinks she is entitled to it. Here's the reason way; she decorated the place, support from my daughter, and her friends that frequent Hellhole.

With that kind of reasoning, only an upstart would surely fail, against the "Overlord" of Hellhole, that being me. And I am not about to hand over my group that I created two years ago, to an interior decorator in SL. (Laughs...)

I came in world yesterday, and just informed her the day before "not" to add anymore items on the Sim. And not only did she failed to listen, but decided to challenge me for absolute rule in the family. Haahaahaaa. And tried to use in world voice, and others to dethrone me. Well...that and what ever crap she tried to stage failed, and only came back at hitting her in the face. I added by kicking her in the mouth...by ejecting her from my group. Never ask an Overlord from Hellhole, of what you think your entitled too...."I will decide, and always have the final say."

The day before Ariel tried to dethrone me.

She used by daughter Halo, to sway her in using the title of "Domina" when Ariel admitted to me...just before I removed her from the family. "Good, I hoped you enjoyed it. It's the last time you will have anything to do with the family." And I removed the title "Domina" soon after in the group's listings of roles. Only I assign that, not the officers in my family.

To be a Domina; Queen....I choose within the family, and she needs to be a submissive/pet to me for a long time before I decide. And if a pet is worthy to lead the family, I would make her my Queen and be my partner, and second in command after me. And Ariel was never truly a pet nor did she wanted to have a LTR. Read "I Blame Myself." Why she rushed to became my partner, which is only to seize control of the family.

Also she unfriended my daughter, because she would not come over to her side by leaving my family group of DSA. My daughter realised this soon after we left Hellhole, Bayview. Ariel's game is "cloak and dagger" and thrusting a knife behind your back is of no consequence to her. I would watch my back, if I were you. Should you ever run into her in world.

I am just finally glad, and happy I got rid of her once and for all. I rather stand with BJ, than have Ariel in my family, or anyone else like her in the future.

*Currently looking for a new location to rebuild a new Hellhole, with my own items from my inventory.

Hellhole @ Bayview

Well...what can I say to our "official opening" at Hellhole? It was a great success yesterday...but I don't measure success on one day events. I measure success of how the "longevity" of being on a Sim one stays to call it home. And in SL, the average stay is around three months on a Sim, if everything works out fine, from my personal past experience.

The attendance was very good, averaged about 16 avatars during the whole day event, from 8 am until 9 pm slt. I posted a notice to a few other demon groups I belong too, and that helped to bring in traffic. Plus I posted it on SL events section of the web page, but you need two hours in advance to do it. I'm just glad that Aaliy, a pet of Cor did make it and picked up the live music stream after Anubis passed out in his room. He finished a whole bottle of Tequila by himself during the event. (Laughs)

We moved on here during the first week of June, after leaving Planet Earth Estates. I was not the cause of it, other than the misunderstanding with one of my officers, and the estate owner of the Sim. I apologized for the incident, as Head of Household of my family. Your expected too take the blame and conduct of your family. Just like "vicarious liability" when an employee in RL cause damage, or something serious while that employee is working for the company. But outside his/her facility, that the employer is held responsible for the actions of that employee.

With us finally here, and Ariel doing most of the decorations. It did not turn out as bad as I though it would have been. She placed the main castle, and most of the items in it, and on the island. I only needed to place items that catered to those that like to play "dolcett."

And as a demon avatar it's part of my role play. The idea comes from medieval art that were commissioned by the Roman Catholic Church; "fires of hell with consume your soul" And images of demons devouring souls has been planted in our minds ever since then.

But did you stop to think...has it gotten any better since then? About human morals? Just because its not illegal by the laws we pass, does that mean its ok to set aside the Bible? Anyway, that is my take as to why I have dolcett role play on my Sims.

The other area I worked on was the caves and tunnels. I liked how things turned out before on Planet Earth, and I continued with the caves. I placed it inside an already pre-made area on the Sim. The opening entrance was behind the mountain, with a flat sandy looking prim texture covering the top when it was terra formed by the estate owner. It was big enough for me to set two levels of caves and tunnels. Which I never did before until then. It turned out great!

I originally placed the Lots of Fun barn animals by the castle, but Ariel had to have things her way that day. It ended up on the second floor of the caves. I added a Leech Tank, and a Water Dunking Device that rotates for torture on the first level. And my permanent housing for the Zombie Rezzor, since Halo is so freaked out by the zombies. (Smiles)

I just wanted to avoid us clashing, since Halo, Ariel, and I planed to live there and share in the tier expense of living on a Sim together. Being civil with Ariel is going to be a challenge, since we are not a couple. Why just boot her from the family? Its obvious since she has decorated the place, and risk of losing what we hoped to have together on the Sim. Well, only time will tell...if Ariel and I come to blows. I hope it does not come to that.

Meanwhile, Halo got herself a nice castle of her portion of the island. And a dock for her small boat, as she loves to sail on the lagoon. I asked her to go ahead, and get a man eating shark to swim in it. Like the ones my brother Otto had during my son's Bronxton and Esme wedding day. She will think about it, as of this post.

Halo, my daughter is doing her best to stay neutral. Since she is my daughter, and Ariel is a good friend to her. It would be a shame, if she choose Ariel over me. But nothing I can do about it. That still applies, since my group is about "free will and consent" as long as I have the final stay in the matter.

Its Hellhole, not the kind of fairy fantasy land in SL. Don't expect any kindness from a demon avatar. Your in my Hell!

First Delivery

A few days back, maybe Tuesday night. I delivered my first baby in SL! The baby was not mine, but belonged to my pet Sophie. She has overdue for a month, but decided to leave her be. Now in RL, two weeks would be the max for a woman to be pregnant, before the placenta and fetus starts to die.

But in SL, and especially on Hellhole. I can allow for additional suffering, when it comes to one of my pets being preggo. I am so a sadist in SL. Smiles.

A little story about Sophie, is when I meet her exploring my sim on Planet Earth. She was already pregnant, and could not remember who got her pregnant. I took her in, and kept her for my own by collaring her. And waited for the baby to be born. I was thinking of having the baby as a future snack.

But my daughter Halo, got interested of having a baby. She could not find a suitable mate to get her pregnant. And got interested of the idea of adopting, when I mentioned the unborn child in front of her one day. She convinced me to give her the unborn fetus. I grumbled about having to give up a free meal.  But you don't know my daughter, how seductive she is towards me; her adoptive father. Laughs. She placed a protective magic bubble over the uterus of Sophie, to keep the fetus safe.

The weeks went by fast, and then the move off from Planet Earth, to another sim location, to where we are now. I won't say since, it's not really open to the public. And we demons like to keep to ourselves, in a dark corner of SL.

I set up an Ob/Gyn delivery table in the dinning room, of our dolcett kitchen the night before. In the kitten? Yes. Just in case the fetus was a still born. Even with a protective magic bubble, there was no gurantee the fetus would survive. And I had a crude butcher knife on hand, ready to gut my own pet, Sophie. Just to get the baby out as soon as possible. I was two hours late to get the process going for Sophie, but my daughter was on hand with Sophie. They were patiently waiting for me.

I asked my nephew Ice and his wife Misti, to help me in the process of delivering my first baby. Since they just had their twins a week before, and know exactly what to do in delivering a baby.

We had to medicate Sophie, since she was not feeling any contractions. With Ice helping to push on Sophie's belly, and Misti holding her hand, coached her throughout the labor. I had my demon finger up the birth canal, feeling on the cervix orific if the head was moving out. With our constant encouragement for her and to push hard, she finally delivered a baby boy.

I looked at the knife, a few times, to do a C- section, and just get the baby out. It was a complicated delivery, and Misti felt the head did not point to the cervix orifice. I chated, a few words in demonic latin to turn the baby within. And all our combinations helped bring the baby out.

I quickly spanked the infant's bottom, and he cried a little. His color was blueish, and week respiration sounds, even after I spanked the infant. Misti took the infant and assessed him using the Apgar score. She scored him a four, out of ten. Due to poor skin color, feeble crying, weak cardiac pulse, weak muscle flexion, and weak shallow breath sounds.

I don't know how the fetus managed to survive, but it stayed alive long enough. My daughter, called her adopted son, Mikkel Odin B. as of last night. I am officially the child's grandpa. Smiles.

I forgot to take the length and weight of the baby, when he was born. I guess all were concerned, if it was going to make it or not. But now he will be just fine, and will be brought up as demon spawn, and ways of demon kind. Since Sophie did not mind giving the child to us.

Evil Empire

Ok...I just wanted you all to see what I did with the edit so far of Dante's Infernum. There are parts to this I wanted to redo, but obviously I can't anymore, having relocated to a new location. And having to remove all my items at the old place. I know this much, moving in real life is a bitch, and so is in Second Life.

Next time I really have to edit better, since redoing the final set is hard to do again. As I get to use more of Movie Maker, and know the good and bad things about it. Once you save the edit parts, it can't be reverted back to edit mode. I have to do it all over again. Just that you know about this. But I could be wrong.

The music is from Conan the Barbarian; The Riddle of Steel. I think it's a good sound track after sampling a lot of music in Youtube.

I hope to finish the final version of this of what snips and bits of video I have from the old place. Enjoy!

I Blame Myself

Ever since I mentioned Ariel a little over a month ago. I though I found my new partner, with her steady and constant companionship with her being by my side. I know now I was wrong, when she made of her mind yesterday to date someone else. Yes, it does hurt! I am not going to say it did not. So l am letting it out just to get it over and out from my mind and heart. And move on from here.

We just happened to have moved to a new location as well. With Ariel being the main person in charge of decorating the Homestead. My daughter Halo is also decorating, and lives on the island. With me, Ariel, and Halo as the main contributors to the island that is deeded to Demonic Sadist Angels.

My failure to losing Ariel to another male, as she pointed it out to me. "You did not make any romantic gestures towards me, during the whole month I spent time with you. And breeding me, having a child with you was certainly not the way to do it. Also your still parterned to Kitten, which is an insult to me."

Yes Ariel is preggo also. So I don't know what she has in mind to do with the pregnancy. She has that charismatic glow about her, that I like and others in the family like about her. What a family needs is an involved future Domina, like Ariel. But most of all, I liked her being around me and keeping me company in world. Now, it's not the same. Since she has her mind and heart on someone else.

I am a lost for words, and confused by this hurt. Just trying to move on and drown my sorrows the best I can. I feel so stupid for letting her get away, and taking her for granted. It really does hurt, when it hits you in the face. And I blame myself for it.

Footnote - Pregnancy ended in termination.

Insanity Demon

This is the demon avatar I wore in December of last year. The pictures I took did not do it justice, so I made a little animation video of it.

It came with a cool HUD, which allows it to talk, laugh, growl, and pretty much interact with other avatars in world. But the music covered the talking and laughing part I added. Only you can see it clap its paws, inside the tunnel.

I got it from an in world store, which is not sold in Market Street. I already looked for the name and the maker at the website store. No luck! All I can tell you, its called the "Insanity Demon."

The HUD has lots of features; conversation, attack, meditate, for glowing eyes, paws, and mouth. And shoots a blast of blue flames when your in mouse view.

Plus it comes in seven colors; black, purple, blue, green, red, coal, and white. I got the whole set for a cheap price.

I give this avatar four stars out of five, because it walks awkward. Maybe the dreaded lag monster did it? Otherwise, its worth a buy.

Short Digital Story

I am currently making a short digital movie in Second Life. I started the shoot on Friday, which took about four hours. The segments was easy to do, as I directed my actors to a scene. They by holding a prop, and letting their animations do the rest. But sometimes, no animation is better. Especially when it does not work well, to what I am trying to convey on the screen.

Also, it helps to tell them to focus in their mind, when I tell them what the scene is about. It makes it possible to get feed back from my actors, which could help in making a scene look more better.

My story board is not on paper, but in my mind. So I develop a scene, and just shoot it. And somewhere down the filming, I get ideas of how to edit it all together.

The short film, is about what its like to be treated in Hellhole. When an avatar does on the next realm of reality. In a virtual world, in a virtual spirit world of Second Life. If I did want to send hidden messages, it would not be to talk about religion, or step on the beliefs of others. This is just my personal view of what is after physical life, and my imagination of what Dante's Inferno is about.

All I can say is, I do believe there is another place the human soul goes. And what we do here with our life, is connected to where the soul goes after.

The digital short movie, should be done this week. I just need to redo a shoot. I got distracted, and forgot to hide the top and bottom tool bars. As I do have a sequence to follow, just before I actually do the real filming.

After I have edited the video, I sample several music on YouTube, as I play the video. This way I can get an idea, if the whole music fits right. Not just the music, but also the minutes in it. Nothing worse than a bad ending, with the music abruptly ending, or credits still rolling. Once I find the music I like, I purchase it, and add it with my film.

I do hope you enjoy my next digital video. I will load it on Youtube once completed, with mature and adult rating for it. There is no depictions of sex, but the brutal beatings, and gore scenes would maybe gross a viewer. You have been warned!

My First Clean Video

I finally got to clear the top and bottom User Interface tools! And made my first clean, clear, smooth film video.  It contains 13 short segments, and ten pictures I added, and edited together. I added additional tweaks using YouTube video enhancer tools, called thermal effect. That is why the color looks the way it does.

My story is about a person in first view, who maybe in a dream world, only to find out he/she just arrived in Hellhole. And his/her soul is destined to spend in eternity with the evil creatures that dwell in the pits of the volcanic caverns and tunnels.

Actor: Raven F.

Video is called, "My Friend." I hope you enjoy it.

Bodies In Motion

This new video I shoot last month, I finally decided to edit and get it done today. It contained six short segments, with one repeat. Which is easy to tell from the scene meld with the next one.

I did not mute the original sound, since I am still in experiment mode. I wanted to know, if I added a main track music. Would it delete the current one in it? To get the music track I wanted, I loaded it to Youtube. From there I edited again, using free music selection that Youtube has to overlay the original stream music that was part of the shot I did. And it worked! I got the right music that is now with the film.

Also, I needed to derender the Huds in front of my screen. Along with hiding the name of the avatars, and instruct my actors not type in local, or private chat as it appears on the screen. And hiding the top and bottom tool bars. These things I learned recently, having attended a video filming class in world. It was very helpful.

The location has to be scouted in advance, to check for lag on the selected site. Lag will significantly reduce frames per second, with a minimum requirement I would like to keep at 30.

There were many more things one can do to make better films. But you would only get confused, since most are within the preference tabs and sub tabs of Phoenix Firestorm I use in world.

If you like making movies, then Second Life is for you. The world inside gives you a lot of opportunities to do amazing videos. Along with the music streams on most of the lands that play today's hits. To country music, and the wide varieties you find in the Internet. Take a look inside SL, and learn to make videos, like I am doing.

Grace and Stormy

Bite Me

Yesterday, was a nice way to hang inside the tunnels I made recently. I can't recall what I did in the afternoon in world, other than working on the retexturing the walls, and adding items in the kitchen. It ended on a tempting night. And something I will never forget, that I would like to share with you.

I meet this female from a group I below too, and teleported her over for a chat. Her avi has grey hair, but nice looking mature one fitting her age. Not a young looking avi, but no wrinkles either. She is over 50 years of age, and owned by a Master who is 24 years of age in real life. She told me, that he has managed to brainwash her, and pretty much destroyed her self esteem. She receives disk messages from him, for her to play. And told her to get in touch with her ex-husband's girlfriend, and other things she has to do for him in real life assignments.

I wonder, if he is setting her up for a threesome? I don't know, if this was truly the case, since people tend to blend SL role play with RL sometimes. But it was worth listening to her, to tell her story.

Later, she tells me that she is used as a breeder by her Master, and is now preggo. It was not her first, but her fourth one. I quickly told her to give me her newborn as soon as it arrives. She did not agree with me. I told her, "Why keep the baby, since you will not have time for it. You will be preggo again, and have no time to nurture the infant." She looked down at her feet, and agreed to give me the infant when it is born. (BJ teleported over during my statement to Annie, then Anubis)

I greeted BJ and Anubis, and introduced them to Annie. She didn't stay long after, maybe because she felt guilty to hand over the infant to me in the near future.

We chatted about the build and improvements going on my Sim, with BJ doing most of the current builds. I mentioned to Anubis about zombies being under the castle, since I had them before in a cave at the old location. BJ asked me to rezz them, which I did a few moments after. While placing the zombie rezzor back, Ashley joined us, along with Diamond. Anubis and Diamond later left for Perdition's. Ariel (no connection with my ex-partner) was later present, and was joined by my daughter Halo.

BJ went down the cavern to try her hand of getting a few kills in, during her lunch break from work. While Ariel and Halo both agreed they did not like zombies at all, and they have been following AMC's Walking Dead since the start of the series, as I have.

BJ got 4 or 5, but left to return for work. While Ashley, Ariel, Halo, and I went inside the tunnels to assess, if the zombies had found away into the tunnels. And that they did, when two came from the watery tunnels, and right straight at me. I fired my shotgun, but they managed to drop my vitality faster than I can drop them. I died and sent home to my landing point at my Sim. The girls scattered about, but the zombies got Ashley too.

We all got back together, and hang inside a big section of the cave that has an exit area should the zombies manage to find the path that lend to where we were. The shadows I added in the tunnels has made the tunnels eerie like I wanted it to do. Plus the sound and look of the zombies, which can be seen below in the cavern under the tunnels, play a great role in stirring the mind with fear, revulsion, and imagination.

Ariel with a talisman.

Ariel, was definitely jumpy than anyone else in the group. She would text the following at different times of our conversations: "My poor heart!... I need Valium for this!... This is so creepy!... Can't believe I have goose bumps." Halo said, "Ariel, you getting scared and jumpy is providing my father with amusement." She was right.

Ashley was the gunho amazon warrior, on her a Halo sniper rifle, and a Mac auto machine gunrail I provided her. She was upset earlier when the zombies got her, and was determined not to be killed again. She fired at the shadows of imaged threat. She would venture into the area the zombies were present, shoot at them and retreat back to us.

The zombies some how sensed all of us in the cavern room, as heads and arms began to appear through the walls. I think Ashley, going in and out of our location brought them to us. Which only freaked Ariel more...but I wondered why she decided to stay all this time, when she could have teleported elsewhere. I guess she wanted the adrenaline rush.

No sooner BJ left for work, she was with us after work. I told her the zombies have gotten in the tunnels, and made the caves and tunnel system creepy as ever. And a fun play to get one's thrills without having to rent a digital movie.

Ariel and Halo soon left not long after BJ started hunting the zombies with Ashley and myself. I later derezzed the zombie rezzor, to reposition it. While BJ and Ashley stood in front of the humiliation horse in the nude. And Ashley got on top of it with her legs open, bent over backwards. BJ slung the rifle on her shoulder, and got down between her legs teasing her vaginal lips with her fingers.

Zombie, a big fat dude.

"Ok girls, I got it repositioned and rezzing the zombies again." As BJ was messing around with Ashley, I was going to say...but it happened before I could say it. A fat big zombie appeared through the walls and stood right next to BJ and Ashley. BJ stood right up quickly, while Ashley was stuck in her position. It walked around Ashley twice (was surprised and stuned myself), and I was sure she was a goner, or at least it would have bitten her ass. I fired a couple of rounds, using an Uzi gun that time.

Taken after the zombie appeared. Scene reenactment.

But I think BJ got it, as it drooped to the floor. BJ herself was in a state of panic when she finally calmed down fast enough of shooting it. Ashley just though of closing her legs (she texted). Laughs. We did not expect it to happen, the moment I rezzed the zombies again. We stood there laughing with each other, and glad none of us got bitten during the incident.

BJ, "So Kaboom, you got two nude girls..." Smiles. "Yes, I do. and your tempting me..(Laughs). This is the first for me." BJ, "I and Ash want you." "I'm sure you girls do, but it's getting late. I will have to take a rain check." Ashley, "Awe Kaboom!" "How about this Friday night?" BJ, "Friday is good." Ashley, "I guess its just you and me BJ." "Goodnight girls, have fun."

Unholy Union

I have a new daughter now, her name is Halo. She contacted me from a group I belong too, which eludes my mind of the group's name. She just asked me, if I or someone I know as a demon would be interested of having her as a daughter. I told her, "No." But offered to invite her in my demon family. So she could ask in group chat, for any interests.

I think this went on a couple of days, with her not having any luck. And I, reading her request in group chat made me feel bad, that no one has offered to take her. I sent her an IM one day, to discuss it more about the details of what she had in mind.

Her role play would be the daugther of an Angel, I held captive. I raped the Angel during the course of her captivity, and she was the product of an unholy union. A Fallen Angel, not a true angel, nor a hellish demoness. A Mix Blood, as I would think of her from my Angels Demons parent group I belong too.

A beauty that is both a blessing and a curse. A lovely erotic woman form to behold, that has the ability to captivate mortal men, that have them bidding to her commands and whims. She has seduced some of the most notable men in history. By betraying Samson, a child with King Solomon, wife of King Menelaus of Sparta. He launched a thousand ships to get her back, and many others who have been bewitched by her beauty.

With that kind of background story, she is taking after me. Her diabolic demon father...an evil within, with the beauty of an angel, feeding the sexual appetite of men.

To me, she is simply my daughter for now. With a title of "Princess" just within her reach. Since I am in no hurry to give her the title, since my last daughter Fausi held it. I want her to know the minions in the family, and for her to serve them first. I want her to earn the title, and others to acknowledge her that she deserved the title through her service within the family. I hope she serves the family well, and make be proud that I have selected, the right girl to be my daughter in Second Life.

Dark Cavern

I finally got my tunnels and caves made, all in part by BJ's help. She laid down the foundation for the underground dungeon. Since BJ was going to set up a dungeon on her side of our joint building, I decided to do mine differently.

I have tried to do some part of the tunnels on my own before, but it was rather hard for me the first time. Also, Tessa  was going to construct a tunnel system back then, but she never finished it since our falling out of our friendship. So, this time I really set my mind of doing it, and not be frustrated in the construction process.

First, I made three or four sided plain prims. The three sided ones were for the dungeon floor area, that would be the straight path for the actual sculpty tunnel for others to walk through. If you don't have them laid out first, it will be hard to see what your tunnel design will look like. Its pretty much visual work, with some planning in mind. The four sided ones, are for the tunnels with the water going in them, placed under the water line.

As I laid the caves and tunnels over and on top of the plain prims, it was getting hard to see them. I them decided to set the sculpty prims at fifty percent transparency. This way I can work, and see over where the tunnel connections are needed. I stretched and squeezed both the sculpty, and plain prims as needed. To block certain areas off, and others that lend to nowhere.

I wanted to avoid unnecessary prims, used in the construction process. And just be stingy and conservative in my building. I added the shadows, in certain parts of the caves, to give it a scary, creepy, eerie kind of feeling. And lets not forget the zombies have a role to play in them. Laughs.

Ritual Cavern

I know I needed at least two rooms, and a thrid would be great. But it will make the open space in the tunnels be confined. And going into mouse view look is necessary. Pretty much like a search and shoot RPG.

Punishment and Bondage.

The entrances are from BJ's side of her dungeon, with a complex tunnel the moment you start walking into it. It twists and turns to confuse a person. While the other is by the shoreline, that has a flowing lava going out from the entrance. And once in, a wide open space black volcanic room, with jetting stream of fire and smoke in it.

Death in a rock cell.

The rooms I made are for both hang out, and roleplay. One is a Ritual Room, for impaling the sacrificed victims, and the other is for bondage and punishment. A tunnel leads to the only entrance and exit of the water caves. There I placed a giant mushroom and a wood stump beside each other, on a dry corner.  And for a touch, a holding cell inside a rock. One can strave a victim to dead, but will never be out of clean water, for drinking and hygene.

It took me two days to complete the tunnels and caves. One day for the floor tunnels, and the other for the water line tunnels, I now call the grotto. It was very challenging, but I completed what I set my mind to do. I hope those that come to look at it, and hopfully get lost in it, (smiles) as they make their way through it. Have an appreciation of my efforts.

Horrors within.

Added a connection entrance from Ashley's dungeon to mine, shortly after a few days completion.