First Delivery

A few days back, maybe Tuesday night. I delivered my first baby in SL! The baby was not mine, but belonged to my pet Sophie. She has overdue for a month, but decided to leave her be. Now in RL, two weeks would be the max for a woman to be pregnant, before the placenta and fetus starts to die.

But in SL, and especially on Hellhole. I can allow for additional suffering, when it comes to one of my pets being preggo. I am so a sadist in SL. Smiles.

A little story about Sophie, is when I meet her exploring my sim on Planet Earth. She was already pregnant, and could not remember who got her pregnant. I took her in, and kept her for my own by collaring her. And waited for the baby to be born. I was thinking of having the baby as a future snack.

But my daughter Halo, got interested of having a baby. She could not find a suitable mate to get her pregnant. And got interested of the idea of adopting, when I mentioned the unborn child in front of her one day. She convinced me to give her the unborn fetus. I grumbled about having to give up a free meal.  But you don't know my daughter, how seductive she is towards me; her adoptive father. Laughs. She placed a protective magic bubble over the uterus of Sophie, to keep the fetus safe.

The weeks went by fast, and then the move off from Planet Earth, to another sim location, to where we are now. I won't say since, it's not really open to the public. And we demons like to keep to ourselves, in a dark corner of SL.

I set up an Ob/Gyn delivery table in the dinning room, of our dolcett kitchen the night before. In the kitten? Yes. Just in case the fetus was a still born. Even with a protective magic bubble, there was no gurantee the fetus would survive. And I had a crude butcher knife on hand, ready to gut my own pet, Sophie. Just to get the baby out as soon as possible. I was two hours late to get the process going for Sophie, but my daughter was on hand with Sophie. They were patiently waiting for me.

I asked my nephew Ice and his wife Misti, to help me in the process of delivering my first baby. Since they just had their twins a week before, and know exactly what to do in delivering a baby.

We had to medicate Sophie, since she was not feeling any contractions. With Ice helping to push on Sophie's belly, and Misti holding her hand, coached her throughout the labor. I had my demon finger up the birth canal, feeling on the cervix orific if the head was moving out. With our constant encouragement for her and to push hard, she finally delivered a baby boy.

I looked at the knife, a few times, to do a C- section, and just get the baby out. It was a complicated delivery, and Misti felt the head did not point to the cervix orifice. I chated, a few words in demonic latin to turn the baby within. And all our combinations helped bring the baby out.

I quickly spanked the infant's bottom, and he cried a little. His color was blueish, and week respiration sounds, even after I spanked the infant. Misti took the infant and assessed him using the Apgar score. She scored him a four, out of ten. Due to poor skin color, feeble crying, weak cardiac pulse, weak muscle flexion, and weak shallow breath sounds.

I don't know how the fetus managed to survive, but it stayed alive long enough. My daughter, called her adopted son, Mikkel Odin B. as of last night. I am officially the child's grandpa. Smiles.

I forgot to take the length and weight of the baby, when he was born. I guess all were concerned, if it was going to make it or not. But now he will be just fine, and will be brought up as demon spawn, and ways of demon kind. Since Sophie did not mind giving the child to us.

Evil Empire

Ok...I just wanted you all to see what I did with the edit so far of Dante's Infernum. There are parts to this I wanted to redo, but obviously I can't anymore, having relocated to a new location. And having to remove all my items at the old place. I know this much, moving in real life is a bitch, and so is in Second Life.

Next time I really have to edit better, since redoing the final set is hard to do again. As I get to use more of Movie Maker, and know the good and bad things about it. Once you save the edit parts, it can't be reverted back to edit mode. I have to do it all over again. Just that you know about this. But I could be wrong.

The music is from Conan the Barbarian; The Riddle of Steel. I think it's a good sound track after sampling a lot of music in Youtube.

I hope to finish the final version of this of what snips and bits of video I have from the old place. Enjoy!

I Blame Myself

Ever since I mentioned Ariel a little over a month ago. I though I found my new partner, with her steady and constant companionship with her being by my side. I know now I was wrong, when she made of her mind yesterday to date someone else. Yes, it does hurt! I am not going to say it did not. So l am letting it out just to get it over and out from my mind and heart. And move on from here.

We just happened to have moved to a new location as well. With Ariel being the main person in charge of decorating the Homestead. My daughter Halo is also decorating, and lives on the island. With me, Ariel, and Halo as the main contributors to the island that is deeded to Demonic Sadist Angels.

My failure to losing Ariel to another male, as she pointed it out to me. "You did not make any romantic gestures towards me, during the whole month I spent time with you. And breeding me, having a child with you was certainly not the way to do it. Also your still parterned to Kitten, which is an insult to me."

Yes Ariel is preggo also. So I don't know what she has in mind to do with the pregnancy. She has that charismatic glow about her, that I like and others in the family like about her. What a family needs is an involved future Domina, like Ariel. But most of all, I liked her being around me and keeping me company in world. Now, it's not the same. Since she has her mind and heart on someone else.

I am a lost for words, and confused by this hurt. Just trying to move on and drown my sorrows the best I can. I feel so stupid for letting her get away, and taking her for granted. It really does hurt, when it hits you in the face. And I blame myself for it.

Footnote - Pregnancy ended in termination.

Insanity Demon

This is the demon avatar I wore in December of last year. The pictures I took did not do it justice, so I made a little animation video of it.

It came with a cool HUD, which allows it to talk, laugh, growl, and pretty much interact with other avatars in world. But the music covered the talking and laughing part I added. Only you can see it clap its paws, inside the tunnel.

I got it from an in world store, which is not sold in Market Street. I already looked for the name and the maker at the website store. No luck! All I can tell you, its called the "Insanity Demon."

The HUD has lots of features; conversation, attack, meditate, for glowing eyes, paws, and mouth. And shoots a blast of blue flames when your in mouse view.

Plus it comes in seven colors; black, purple, blue, green, red, coal, and white. I got the whole set for a cheap price.

I give this avatar four stars out of five, because it walks awkward. Maybe the dreaded lag monster did it? Otherwise, its worth a buy.

Short Digital Story

I am currently making a short digital movie in Second Life. I started the shoot on Friday, which took about four hours. The segments was easy to do, as I directed my actors to a scene. They by holding a prop, and letting their animations do the rest. But sometimes, no animation is better. Especially when it does not work well, to what I am trying to convey on the screen.

Also, it helps to tell them to focus in their mind, when I tell them what the scene is about. It makes it possible to get feed back from my actors, which could help in making a scene look more better.

My story board is not on paper, but in my mind. So I develop a scene, and just shoot it. And somewhere down the filming, I get ideas of how to edit it all together.

The short film, is about what its like to be treated in Hellhole. When an avatar does on the next realm of reality. In a virtual world, in a virtual spirit world of Second Life. If I did want to send hidden messages, it would not be to talk about religion, or step on the beliefs of others. This is just my personal view of what is after physical life, and my imagination of what Dante's Inferno is about.

All I can say is, I do believe there is another place the human soul goes. And what we do here with our life, is connected to where the soul goes after.

The digital short movie, should be done this week. I just need to redo a shoot. I got distracted, and forgot to hide the top and bottom tool bars. As I do have a sequence to follow, just before I actually do the real filming.

After I have edited the video, I sample several music on YouTube, as I play the video. This way I can get an idea, if the whole music fits right. Not just the music, but also the minutes in it. Nothing worse than a bad ending, with the music abruptly ending, or credits still rolling. Once I find the music I like, I purchase it, and add it with my film.

I do hope you enjoy my next digital video. I will load it on Youtube once completed, with mature and adult rating for it. There is no depictions of sex, but the brutal beatings, and gore scenes would maybe gross a viewer. You have been warned!