Return of the King

I came back to SL yesterday, the day I was setting up Zuri to take control of the family, so she can perform administrative duties. I did not expect the log in-world, would work. But worked it did!

And never have I been disappointed and upset when I got back in for Kyla's B-Day. The lies of being "missed", when it was being communicated to me, while I was with my pets on Skype, weeks before. Cat especially...whom I trusted, and was most frequently on..which I wanted to instill to my demon family, I will return asap.

My last blog, was due to my recent break-up with Zuri, and was not in a hurry to return, but return I will and planned on doing so.

Zuri greeted me to the last place I left her, at the end of January, her home. Later two avis arrived, and found out one is Zuri's lover and partner; Sam. And the other is Dante, her pet in SL and RL. I blew with rage within, but keep my composure to maintain a civil conversation. Yelling in CAPS would not get me anywhere.

Before she left for work, I wanted her to discard the fool, who thinks he could replace me. And put a stop to the RL relationship with Dante. She was having sex with a 20 year old black man. Her reasoning... "You have no claim to me when we where not together". But then again, she left me an email on (April 5th), wanting for a possibility of returning to our friendship or possibility of restoring our relationship. No though of me when it occurred, only to satisfy a horny need for herself, that resonates and lingers in my heart that I can't escape the hurt.

It is a day I will never forget, as betrayal to me from my girls, cut deeply into my heart. Simply put...actions speak louder than words.

As a result of their betrayal, I ejected MacDaddy yesterday...who took part of the chaos that is now prevailing in my demon family. Whom Cat and Kyla..took on as their new master. Today, I ejected Cat, and Bronx (my son)...for failing to inform my family, that I would return asap. And will continue to eject more as the days unfold.

So Zuri and I are back as a couple, taking it slow. But not before hurting me in the process. Our relationship has started anew, as of April 27th. It happens to be the month for fools.

Life is what we make it or destroy. A lot of hearts are destroyed in the process, some heal, some are damaged, others never wanting to be part of the Love..I know we all crave. Living can be Hell for the heart, I guess its our destiny to endure it, or not try living at all.

I have to endure, I must.

Foolish Heart

Lost for words

I was in the dog house in the month of March. Zuri and I, ended our relationship and I did not have the heart to blog for last month.. And on top of that, I'm still not able to log in world to SL.

I had a AT&T tech over at my place for the set-up, but it was a no-go. The wiring box line, had boxes and other items blocking it. And I was not aware the day before it had to be moved. So, I am regulated to use WIFI at the local library that I go to, to access internet for now. And I do not go often, as was the case of last month.

I am not in a hurry to get back to SL. I want Zuri to move on and find another man of her choice, and keep her company. As I try to figure what my options are for an internet connection.

I do miss Chey very much, and my Pets that still keep me close to their hearts in SL