28 Days...

Since Zuri and I became a couple in SL. Now our RL relationship seems to have ended as well. She is still my Domina, but in name only. I lost her back to her ex-boyfriend as she wants to make it work between the two of them. I have no problem with that, but not the way she ended it with me. I only wanted to hear her side and reasons why she decided to go back to him. After all, she told me she was unhappy with him, and the way he has treated her in the past.

Like all relationships, a sexual one can only last if their is fire coming from both persons. And once the sexual desire is gone, you only have the love and trust to keep it together to make it work. If neither exist, why bother being in that relationship in RL or SL.

Another issue is her being depressed, since the passing of her RL father. I know its hard for her now, but not hearing from her, only worried me in RL. How would you feel, if you talked to someone you cared about, stoped calling to talk to you? Without a reason for the person to be upset about to begin with.

Anyway...I an sad and upset, that my RL relationship with Zuri as a lover has ended. I don't even know, if we are going to remain friends as of this posting.

Alone.

FYI...I may not have been able to log in to SL, due to graphic issues with wireless connection. But I was able to chat with my demon family, with the use of Skype. I handy feature to have, if you can't log in to SL. I am still able to dictate my orders from it, and communicate effectively to everyone that needed to hear from me.

Love Calls

Zuri and I have been calling each other while I wait to get my internet up and going. AT&T my internet provider just sent me the equipment I needed to get my back online yesterday, and log in world to Second Life. Not exactly the equipment I had in mind, while I was in Anchorage. I know I'm going to call them for the ones I am used too.

Zuri has been the middle woman to facilitate my wishes and instructions to my demon family. But still my minions want me in world to lead the household, since I founded it. And it will take a lot of pressure off my love.

I miss my love Zuri in world, since we do things together what a couple would do in real life. She is determined to knock me off my shoes, the day we see each other for the first time...  I know I will be very loving and caring for her, the moment I have her in my arms.

She and I think of each other each day, and not a second passes with a loving though we have for each other in our minds. Our phone conversations are nothing more than lovers aching, and sick in the heart of wanting to be in each other's arms. It involves our fantasies for each other, and how are love making will be like for the first time. We share our thoughts and feelings openly, and also the fact my voice does wonders for her. Which helps keeps a smile on her face and makes her feel warm in the right spot, makes me happy too.

I can't wait to get back online, and have long ours with my love. I planned a wonderful time for her, when she visits me. I hope to convince her to move in with me, and make a life with me here.

Kisses and Love to my Domina Zuri.



Fyi: Posting from a Mac store in Glendale, CA. I thank the company for allowing people to use their laptops to connect online. Using a MacBook 13 inch screen for this posting.