28 Days...

Since Zuri and I became a couple in SL. Now our RL relationship seems to have ended as well. She is still my Domina, but in name only. I lost her back to her ex-boyfriend as she wants to make it work between the two of them. I have no problem with that, but not the way she ended it with me. I only wanted to hear her side and reasons why she decided to go back to him. After all, she told me she was unhappy with him, and the way he has treated her in the past.

Like all relationships, a sexual one can only last if their is fire coming from both persons. And once the sexual desire is gone, you only have the love and trust to keep it together to make it work. If neither exist, why bother being in that relationship in RL or SL.

Another issue is her being depressed, since the passing of her RL father. I know its hard for her now, but not hearing from her, only worried me in RL. How would you feel, if you talked to someone you cared about, stoped calling to talk to you? Without a reason for the person to be upset about to begin with.

Anyway...I an sad and upset, that my RL relationship with Zuri as a lover has ended. I don't even know, if we are going to remain friends as of this posting.

Alone.

FYI...I may not have been able to log in to SL, due to graphic issues with wireless connection. But I was able to chat with my demon family, with the use of Skype. I handy feature to have, if you can't log in to SL. I am still able to dictate my orders from it, and communicate effectively to everyone that needed to hear from me.