A Flame...

that never died. Shadow is that girl. We became partners again, as of this post. I would normally keep a proposal private. But since this is important in SL, I will share my words I wrote to Shadow with you.

To my girl that has been with me in my heart and mind. I have loved you in the past, present, and in the future. This time it will be better, because we know each other better than ever.

With roses and violets, I ask to be partners again.

Love Kaboom Coba

(I could have written more, but Second Life proposal texts are limited to 254 characters.)

Proposal was made on Hellhole with the following avatars present: Lord Coronzon, Julia; my SL daughter, Lord Azreal, Maddison, Lady Death, Pets Jamay and Cherry being present in attendance.

We chatted a bit before I asked her. Just wanted to know her feelings for me. I felt good about the flow of our conversations, talking about our shared past experiences.

Conversations of Misti and Ice splitting up just recently. Cora and Brandon no longer a couple. That happened to them a year ago. You may know of them from my past blog entries.

Second Life is full of dynamics, and its hard to follow if your not in world, as I have been in the past few months.

But that is them, and that is Shadow and I are now. "Partners in crime" again. Smiles.



(pics to be added later)

Six Overlords

Yes. It has been indeed awhile, since I have posted anything to those looking forward reading my blog. I am sorry. But real life issues comes first and needs to be addressed. Along with my laptop having bug issues that prevented me taking pictures of people's avatars, and places in SL.

Just a brief summary from moving from Alaska to CA for awhile, then moving to Mississippi, then back to Alaska. One thing is certain, one of my favorite Aunt, more like a mother to me passed away. I was depressed at the time, and that affected me from not wanting to do anything, even blogging.

Since the move back to Alaska, I feel alive, and fresh to start again. And here we go with my blogs, regarding my continued adventures in Second Life.

It has been three weeks since starting Second Life again... and it never fails me to relearn things that one forget when not in world for a long time. Like figuring out my animations HUD, and Phoenix Firestorm unit interface can do, and where needed functions are located. Nothing like a quick refresher course, and asking the New Citizens group for quick questions and answers.

My group that I founded a few years ago has doubled in membership. I have to thank the officers I installed there, before I left. In particular Lord Coronzon, as he has been instrumental in having doubled the membership. He just loves bringing in new girls as Submissives, and some lucky to be his personal pets. Lady Katrinova has been helpful as Administrator, and Lady Death grace the floors as Head Mistress. Two new Enforcers makes sure that people know their place and roles, when one serves in Hellhole.

Now where was BJ, you may ask? She was there, but I found out she left the group. I reinstalled here the day I got back. I have to take a deep breath for this one, as I try not to elevate steam raising from
my head. Blue is one of my appointed Overlord, along with BJ. She appointed Lord Coronzon and Lady Katrinova as Overlords without discussing this with BJ. And if you were BJ, you would take it as a personal insult and slap on the face. I would, knowing myself!

And Lord Coronzon appointed Lady Death as Overlord sometime later.. I don't know the circumstance of her appointment, but only surmise of two possibilities. One, a devoted member, and excellent role player. Two, paid a large sum of donation to become Overlord.

In any case, there are six of us Overlords and I have to set responsibilities with our upcoming meeting. I thing is certain I want to be called, "Founder" after the meeting. There can only be one Founder, and that is I.

 

Hellhole, a Gothic Flavor

I just got a new location and new look for Hellhole, as I will forever name my parcel/Sim now and in the future. This one involves renting a parcel that included a Gothic Castle, with so many rooms, an attic I converted to a torture room, a high lookout perch with flying bats, a beautiful garden, and shoreline. I added the red foamy waves to give the overall environment as a place of dread and hopelessness.

Hellhole Gothic

 

It was made possible by Yin Mei, when she informed me of the place, and ready for immediate occupancy. Her club Perdition's is across from Hellhole, and is the official club where the family hangs out to party. I have written about her in my past blog, and a good time to re-read about Yin. (link to be added)

It is the first time I have meet a philanthropist, who happens to be a demon; Lord Lorthon, owner of the parcel. He has accepted me as his tenant, with rental arrangements that has been kept confidential due to the nature of the Pact made between Demons Lords.

Shadow's Corner Room

 

My room I share with Kari

He gave me instructions on operating the front gate, but apparently there are side doors. One can just bypass the gate, and stroll into the front garden. And the modern installed elevators in the castle, I was dumbfounded of its operation, as I am not used to elevators in castles.

BJ's Simple Timeout

 

Mistress Katrinova's Open Room

 

I and Kari occupy the entire second floor, on the left side of the castle. BJ and Shadow have the top third floor separately with excellent surrounding views. While Coronzon, Blue, and Katrinova have individual rooms on the second floor, right across from me with overlooking balconies.

Coronzon Play Room

Blue's Meditation Room

 

This is the first time most of my officers have a room in a castle with me, with the exception of Demi. I hope to see this one more active as my previous stronghold Sims.

Summoning all demon and tormented human family members, report for sexual naughtiness, and BDSM fun!

My Pet Kari

Since having a virus corrupted my laptop for a month and a half, I have not seen Christine in world since I logged back in after it was fixed. I like her, but since her inactivity gives me two reasons to think that; 1. She is taking a break, to get her Real Life in order, and 2. She has lost interests of  Second Life, which is sad.

For that reason, I have a new pet, and her name is Karianne. She was brought to me by Misti, my daughter. Kari happens to be her mother, without a Master. Misti gave me some background of her before she teleported her to BJ's House of Pleasure. I knew Kari before, when she was the wife of Sadoc, a hybrid Lycan. Enemy of the Horde, as Misti calls my Demon group.

It all worked out, the moment she stood in front of me. Misti in her part, did whatever it took to get as together. And either of us complained as far as the outcome of her plans in her devilish little mind. I ordered her to strip, protocol mandates it for all new subs who become part of the family. And she added me to her clit collar. Smiles.

Her activities when not with me are, growing her fledgling in world real estate empire, breeding horses for sale at auction, and as a Horse Race Judge. As a judge she is DQ'ed from racing her own horses to race. I can understand the conflict of interests, and she is content with raising horses.

Kari, my horse Duke Dark Matter at Kari's Horse Ranch

 

I have known others in the past to raise horses, like Jessica and Fiona. But this is the first time I got
involved with horses, because of the winning purse of 250,000 Lindens paid out last Sunday's race held at ABC Race Track/Dixie Downs. More of my horse(s) on future blogs.

Kari is a wonderful person from what I can pin from her voice, as I can sense her smile when she talks to me. I feel she has an emotional connection with me as well. A little Imp told me this, I kid you not. And we have played in world with the toys inside my castle walls. Smiles.

Let your imagination fly of what we did. And no, I don't share our voice recordings of when we play. It's for my own personal entertainment. And to hear her as I play the recordings back, when she is not in world with me.

Did I mention she is married in RL? And have two adult kids? Yes, married with adult children. I have no problems about it, with the pretty picture she sent me does help. As long as their is mutual respect of each other's Real Life responsibilities, its all good and no harm. I am still getting to know her, and some details of her life remain confidential between her and I.

Hoping the future in long with Kari and I in SL. As you know, I have a sad history in world when it comes to relationships. Unfortunately, it's true for my RL as well.

 

A Man and Woman

21 And the Lord God caused a deep sleep to fall upon Adam, and he slept: and he took one of his ribs, and closed up the flesh instead thereof.

22 And the rib, which the Lord God had taken from man, made he a woman and brought her unto the man.

23 And Adam said, This is now bone of my bones, and flesh of my flesh: she shall be called woman because she was taken out of Man.

24 Therefore shall a man leave his father and his mother, and shall cleave unto his wife and they shall be one flesh.

25 And they were both naked the man and his wife, and were not ashamed.

 

 

This is the first time, I have broken up in a relationship, because of my opinion of gay people, and their national agenda for gay rights. That's right, Shadow and I are history. And its because I have no room for gay people in my life. My life has a right to discriminate the kind of people I want as friends. You pick your friends, you don't allow them to pick you. But there are always exceptions. Smiles.

 

She has gay friends, and a slip of my tongue "might" ruin it for her, of people she knows for 10 to 15 years. So much for love, if a gay friend is more important to her former SL partner, and ex RL boyfriend. To be frank, I'm glad her and I had the chat. I would have felt uncomfortable being with gay people again, as my past history with them I will explain

 

It all boils down to my personal experiences with gay men in the work place. I was sexually propositioned when I was in my early twenties. He was a supervisor back then, and I had to go with him to the storage room. I still recall the smirk on his face, and asked me questions pertaining to homosexual lifestyle. I was blunt with my replies, and repulsed by the idea of it.

 

After that incident, it was the last time I had any respect for him as a person, and for gay people in general. One tried to infect me, in the early years of the pandemic, while working in a hospital. And one in particular I personally hate in RL with whom I fought, while at work. My supervisor was another gay man, and a friend of his...I have no doubt they had an affair, behind closed doors. I hope both are dead for being sodomites.

 

Don't get me wrong. I have been to gay bars...just to re-enforce my belief to what they are; an abomination as described in the Bible. They are overly flamboyant, (like Liberace ) as heterosexuals used to call them in the 80's. Kissing and grouping each other in public. I'm sure heteros. do it also, but I don't have the stomach when They do it. Do you?

 

In SL, I don't have a problem interacting with a gay person behind the screen. Because what they do and say is in Character of the avatar they represent. I just laugh it off, or kill their avatar when I get bored of them. And as mentioned in previous posts, it maybe a woman, posing as a man, acting gay.

 

If a person wants to be gay...so be it. Why should I, and others stop them for being what he/she truly is...but don't think I have to support, or one that condones the lifestyle. To me its a sin, (Gay Rights is a another name for Sodomy Rights) not a phobia, as some people like to mock those opposed to it.

As for me, my avatar as a demon...I only represent the "face of evil." The only evil that's real is the Mens Rea of the subconscious of each person, and between you and your God.

 

Freddy Mercury, Queen

(I know he is gay, but his music is awesome:)

 

I should really stop saying yes, to women in SL who thinks she is a prefect match for me. So, to help those that would like a demon avatar as a SL partner...you must adhere to my wishes as a pet.

Then accept my idea that homosexuality is a sin, and hope you don't have gay friends...that I have to know later down the road. If you do, your wasting your time, and mine for nothing.

I don't believe in abortions, a sin from fornicating. I consider myself moderate, not a religious zealot, nor progressive for gay rights. I don't smoke, but will have a social drink with a cold bottle of beer, just no hard liquor for me. And my pet peeve, I have zero tolerance for street drugs, or drug abuse in general.

Now you know.

 

 

On God's Land

Today, I stopped by a Sim that has a congregation of Christians, called God's House of Prayers in SL. It's not my first time..but my second, and was banned during my first effort of setting my demonic feet on there Sim.

I hang around for awhile, in front of the church, then made my way to the shoreline. Chatting to a few people that were present. They seem to accept me..a demon by their campfire, looking at the beach. I was wrong, as a few complaints mad a Reverend investigate what was irritating a few of the constituents that were present.

1 Samuel 16:14

 

Like on cue, the Reverend IM me to leave, or tone down my appearance, then I could stay. I said, "I'll go Reverend. Pax vobiscum." I got back home, a parcel owned by Cora..and went over our brief conversation in my log history. And for some reason, I remembered King Saul, and how the spirit of the Lord left him, and an evil spirit sent by God, tormented Saul.

I sent a message to Rev. Brett..and asked him, "Do you know about King Saul, he was tormented by an evil spirit send by God?" "Yes. Go ahead" "Just wondering.. if I can be a demon on your Sim..to remind your congregation of evil. I won't grief, or offend people. Just my presence to let them be aware of evil."

 

 

Rev. Brett, "Please, just don't grief, or troll..." "Not my intent." "I am not offended, but I had two people complain." "I come in peace." "I appreciate your attitude...thank you. Come on back...and we will deal with future complaints when they arise." "I am this way as a demon..to remind people (in SL) of real evil in real life." "God Bless...Sir." "Thank you for understanding my purpose." "Your welcome." "In God's service."

Wow..I was surprised this time around. To have a Reverend in SL..as he is in RL. Allowing me on his parcel..to represent the face of evil. A miracle, or a wicked tongue that knows to be crafty and witty with words? You decide. But I did say.."I come in peace." And I promised to abide to the rules of the PG rated SIM. I copied pasted my conversation with the Reverend, to my partner Shadow. She herself could not believe it. As she was there also..to speak on my behalf, after I got booted and banned.

 

Shadow, "WOW!" "You have to keep me company." "um..Really?" "Sure why not?" "Oh WOW! LOL..." "Reverend is going to protect us." "Never thought I would see the day that the devil and his partner would be protected by the church Reverend." "He is a real life minister also." "Oh WOW!" "Read his profile later. I have purpose to serve as the face of evil. To remind Christians of what the next life would be for them, if they continue to sin." "Ahh yes, that is a good purpose."

After my conservation with Shadow, I went back to God's House of Prayers. "Let's see how long I'm tolerated there. They were having a service with 39 people. (Actually, the total number of avis on the Sim at that time.) Shadow, "Let me change first before you teleport me."

 

By the time Shadow had joined me..I was already engaged in conversations with Ken..Kingdom..and another avi I forgot his name. And then Myxtc joined us..a Muslim avi complete with a burka outfit, learning to be a Christian. To me she was a surprise..as she engaged Shadow and myself in conversations. And was even curious to check my profile out..smiles. Later, she gave me the idea to add the Hail Mary rosary, as a side page, under the 3 day Prayer. Funny, how I have held a copy all these years..and finally was able to add it now.

Kingdom was just as conversing with us..about music, and sports. I mentioned, "I like the Angels. Heavy Metal gives me a headache, but I like some bands in it. Gregorian chat is relaxing to me." Shadow and I were enjoying the christian radio station, where the land was streaming it as a live feed. Smiles.. Later..Fred the Lion poofed in..and he reminds me of the story of Daniel in the Lion's Den.

We had some interesting discussions, while I and Shadow stood and read some of the texted conversations. Some was on religion as it was expected, and while it lasted. But as new people arrived..they did not bothered to engage us in any conversations, as Ken, Myxtc, and Kingdom had left, or was just about too. As shadow and I felt it was time to go as well..we logged out on God's Land.

All in all..Shadow and I had a very interesting morning in SL.
 

Shadow of Love

Today is a special day....I am "officially" partnered with Shadow. But we have been partners since last year, going into 6 months now. It has been very interesting since the first day I meet her. And you should read the past posts to catch up, if you don't know anything about her.

I originally sent her the proposal this morning, but it never reached her. We decided to revoke mine, and for her to send me a new one. Hers only took a few seconds, then knew what happened to the one I sent her earlier in the morning.

She recently changed her SL last name, and I forgot about it. (appeared after I revoked my proposal) I don't mention last names of people's avatars, unless they want me too. Solely for privacy...and the fact its hard to tell if someone is a minor or not, behind the avatar.

My only concern after partnering, is breaking up down the road. I hope its not the case for us. We have plans together this year. I want to make it happen (knocks on wood). I had past concerns about partnering, which I shared with Shadow, and that is why I was not in a hurry. But now is as good as any time to propose to her, on the eve of Valentine's Day. It has a meaning to her in RL, and its not what you think. Only I know.

My original proposal;

You are a special woman to me my dear. I hold your heart close to mine, and your always in my mind, in SL and RL. I would be a lucky demon in SL, and lucky man in RL if you accept me as your partner in both worlds.

Happy Valentine's Day.

Love you.

 

Eve of The End

Okay...we are now at the eve of The End, according to Mayan calendar, and to a Chinese I Ching that contains divination. So far, no recorded major quakes around the world, and the seas have not risen to form a threat to coastal cities. The ozone layers have not gotten any bigger, and our atmosphere has not turned blood red, or dooms day black.

It might be a sure bet, that nothing will happen...but there is always the uncertainty, and I am skeptical until the day passes without incident.

As mention before, I hope people don't do drastic things, should there be a sunrise, a new tomorrow. Its what I want, since I am separated from my teen age children, and want to be a father figure in their lives, more importantly a mentor to bring about good morals, and they be successful in their adult lives.

My girl Shadow, found this for me. And it was hilarious to see it. I'm glad she sees the humor of December 21st.

 

 

 



With this kind of humor floating around the net, it gives me comfort that the world will not end. And just in time for Christmas Holiday Cheers!

Closing of Hellhole

I will be closing Hellhole indefinitely, after December 1st. With predicted Dooms Day just a few days away, I might as well. And spend more time with family and friends, should there be no 22nd after.

Yes, I do and have been following the Mayan and I Ching predictions. And I bet, I'm not the only one in this world doing it also. I just hope others are not ending...relationships, or starting new ones. Quiting their job, and blowing away their life's savings. Even worst, should one decide to end his or her own life.

One still needs to plan for a "better day" if the predicted event should fail. That last sentence just seems funny to me to some reason. I guess I want to live. :D

More important, items will be sold at discount rates in stores, just in time to place lots of presents under the Christmas Tree. So make the most of your time with family and friends. This December will never be quite the same.

Shadow, does not believe that the world is ending. And I hope she is right. We made plans to see each other next year. And no, you can't persuade me to mention what our plans are. Its our secret! :D
Just saying, we plan to do things what regular couples do...go on a date, hold hands, and keep each other's feet warm at night. You can imagine the rest. Better that way.

Enjoy the holidays. And Happy Year Near 2013!



A Spotted Kitty

I meet a new family member, on Misti's side of the family. Her name is Shadow D., and is a younger sister to her. Her avatar is decent looking for a noob, and I bet Misti helped her out with her looks. But the spots, I think its her own addition, just to avoid being a typical female noob. She is not a Furry, or a Neko. Just a female with spots.

We talked during her first week, and find her charming and amusing. She has prior experience in the BDSM lifestyle in RL. And currently has no master that could claim her, as his/her own. I decided to take her under my wings. She is family, and Misti and Ice agreed for me to accommodate her. We went to the Temple, as the normal routine when setting up a new submissive in her place.

She will need to address me as Master, or Sir. Obey me, and not question my instructions when I give them to her. And prostrate, or position her body in servitude to me. Only restriction is, no sex for 30 days. It will drive her nuts more than me. as I have other readily available pets on a moments call.

The fun part is controlling her by using the collar she wears for me. As long as she has placed me as her owner, I can pretty much have fun with her in toe, while on a chain leashed to me.

 Lets see what the future brings for us.

No Limit Spirit

It is always good thinking when you look over some one's avatar profile. That way you can determine in advance, if you have things in common. The groups they have joined in their profile, and especially their personal picks section.

A new pet joined today, her name is Velvet. She stated, "I am half demon, and want to kill my mother and take possession of her soul, to become full demon." in her introductory profile. She fits just fine with us. But when I asked her about her limits, she had none to list. I and Kat helped her out, as Kat helped her how to fill out the picks section. I asked her a question, "Are you able to role play eating scat off the floor and lapping piss up also?" Laughs. "Oh no...that is one of my limits." Nods. "I though it would be, since most people is SL don't care for it also." I informed her, "Add no Child Play also. It's against policy of Linden Lab to allow it." Pretty much RL plays into SL, of zero tolerance, or abetting Pedophile behavior in a virtual world.

To me, its sick and such a heinous crime in RL done to children. Why even role play it in virtual game is beyond me, when some people seem to be fond of it. If your reading this, and doing it in SL, I suggest you cease and desist of doing such role plays. You will be reported by ex-lover(s), or ex-friends to Linden Lab, as they now allow Federal investigations looking into such activities.

What are limits to list in your profile? Maybe I can help you with the following:

No gore and dismemberment.
No snuff or permanent death, as in deleting an avatar name account.
No Dolcet
No rape or forced play without prior permission/consent.
No prolonged locked up in a cage or prison cell, and not actively being engaged in role play.
No scat(shit/crap) and piss/urination. Also called toilet play.
No Child Play.

With the questions I asked, and Kat helping her out fill in her picks section. She just got about everything listed above. but did not mind being roasted. Smiles. Odd? Since its part of snuff and dismemberment play also. But whatever works for her, is fine with us.

I hope this helps, should you make an SL free account to get you started of your limits list.

Marriage on Hellhole?

Its been a couple of days since my daughter Halo, "Dad, I need to talk to you. I'm getting married to Tig." O.O (surprised expression in SL) Yes. My daughter told me when I logged in world early morning. After Phelps and others in the US Swim Team won more medals during the Olympics.

As I mentioned before, I'm pretty much glued to watching the Olympics. And watch most of it, if I can. Her telling me the moment I logged in world, was to be sure I knew about her plans. To meet her future vampire hubby. And the added bonus. she is preggo and due to have her first SL baby!

I was shocked, since she had a hard break up with Theo, an awful bag of shit, full of deceit and mischief in my demon family, also known as "drama" in SL. We are glad to be rid of him, with a terrible disposition in real life also. You really have to place a "STOP" sign and not want to know people in world, unless you have a gut feeling they won't be a problem in SL, or when RL becomes intertwined with game play.

I can only speak for myself, since I have known Kitten in RL, and glad she is back in world. I am happy for her also, since she meet a guy in RL who happens to have an SL account also.

My daughter protecting her future hubby.

Back to Halo and Tig, since I was really surprised by the news of a baby on the way. Nothing else better to do than take a machine gun out, and point it at Tig's belly. Laughs. His thoughts were, that I was against it. No...I was not. I just made sure, I'm "deadly serious" that he take responsibility of being the father to the baby inside my daughter.

I wonder what you would do, if that happened to you in RL? I have a daughter, and is seven-teen. I hope I don't have to face it, other than she marries the guy she will be happy with someday. I don't like premarital sex for her. But than again, I was involved with sex with a few girls during my teen years. And could only guessed what the fathers' of the girls I dated had on their minds back then, as I do for my own daughter.

After having my fun with Tig at intimidating him, I congratulated Tig and my daughter Halo. I told him to call me "Dad" just to make him feel welcomed, and be at ease with me around. We talked about the Olympics and what we are following. It seems he and I are avid sports fans, and played high school sports during our teen years. It helps to know about my future son-in law.

Lexi my grand daughter, poofed in, and told her what she missed earlier. She laughed about me pointing a gun at Tig's belly. She is a demoness, and full of mischief herself, all in a good way. I did not stay long, since I just logged in to check for messages, especially from Boo.

I hope she is not getting upset with me, by not being in world lately. But it's the Olympics...comes around every four years. I want to watch history unfold before me. So far so good...I am enjoying the London 2012 games!

Hellhole Island

We are done! It has been a week since we moved to the new location, and are now enjoying ourselves without the distraction from the last place. This time on the island; BJ, I, and my daughter Halo each have our own parcel section. With me getting half, and the remaining half is split between BJ and Halo. The prims are allocated automatically, and have set our own music stream running. This has really helped alleviate any issues about prims being used, or what music stream we have to possibly haggle over, if the Sim was not divided.

I pay 3500 Lindens, while BJ and Halo pay 1750 Lindens each. That sums up the price of the Sim Tiers to 7000 weekly expense. Translated into real money, that is about $15.00 dollars a week, or $60.00 a month for me. 2000 Lindens is the minimum to purchase, and equal to $8.50.

People actually play Linden currency trading while in world, and make real money out of it. And it varies on the Linden Exchange for those buying and selling it. Yup, it is the same on the Money Exchange Index traded on Wall Street; US Dollar, British Pound, and Japanese Yen. It depends on how long you hold on to your Lindens, then exchange it back for real money. This is not an endorsement, like with anything you invest. The initial money you risk, may not give you a substantial return. Though I would mention that, since land in SL is not free, or cheap to own.

For those of us that own virtual land, we do it because it's "home" to our avatars. Play one's own music stream, have friends over to chill out with you. Rezz items instead of going to a sand box. And build and create objects from your imagination to improve your home, or sell to other avatars on SL Market Street.

Hellhole, on this island is two levels of caves and tunnels. I purchased a home similar to Ariel's, when I saw it on Market. I teleported to the in world location, and saw it on sell as of this posting date, for 999 Lindens. I did not want to initially buy it, but needed to find a new home as soon as possible, to get the Sim up and running before the Olympics started this Friday. "What the Hell, I might as well." I set my new "Castle Graven" on top of the mountain, instead of next to it on ground level. The view is great! And with the balcony I made before, I have added again to it.

The zombies are out on the open area, which makes it easy to spot them. Since they are still hard to kill, and worst if I had placed them inside the caves. They would just be randomly rezzing, and your avatar would likely die often, or would not have a chance to fire a shot off.

I set the decorations myself, my room on the third has the usual items; bed, pet basket, dance pole, and a few pictures. The room across me has a multi pose rug, and some furniture. Second floor, has the Dolcett kitchen, and the room across from it has a bed and a mattress.

With the picture of Pinhead looking over the room. Actually, its an item that held my Pinhead avatar that looked good enough as a wall decor. Did I mention a new Hellraiser movie is set for release next year? Yes! Check out the trailer in YouTube.

BJ edited the terrain, and made a connection between her section onto mine. So, that we have a continuous network of tunnels under our castles. She also added a waterfall inside one section of my cave this time. It really looks great! You have to see it for yourself, if you don't mind getting sniped to death by us demons. Smiles.

Anyway, I'm glad we are done with the builds on the Sim. All I have to do is enjoy my Olympic events on TV. And check in world from time to time for messages.

Boo!!!

I talked to this girl, I have not talked to in awhile, in fact not in a long time. She tells me, after some exchanges of pleasantries, "I was thinking of you?" "Oh, really?" "Yes. Why aren't you partnered?" "Well, I was to Kitten. But for some reason, she is no longer active. So, I just un-partnered her last month." "Well, if you don't mind, can we date?" "Date? First time in SL for a girl to ask me." She laughs. I said, "Sure, why not? Good way for us to know each other, for good and bad." "Can I get a tag, so others know we are dating?" "No...not necessary. I will just let people know that we are dating." She totally caught me off guard, by asking to date me. I was busy placing items in our Dolcett Kitchen, when I tped her ass over.

Her name is Boo!!!. Yes. Boo!!!... Boo!!!...Boo!!!... Like your in a game, and you don't like the decision made by the umpire making the bad call. And you "Boo!!! Boo!!! Boo!!!" at the very top of your head!

I will need to change her name. Because, I don't want to date a girl called Boo! If I meet a girl in RL, and she is pretty as Carmen Electra, but her name is so ridicules. I would just fuck her, and leave when I got done pumping fuel down her tank.

Anyway, a girl with a bad name would sooner, than later change her name to a sexy one. Only in foreign countries, like Europe, Middle East, Asia and most parts of Africa where names can be butchered badly. When they arrive in the US, most new immigrants will likely change it.

But in SL, name variations differ in wide degrees, like my first name "Kaboom." I choose it because it relates to explosions, destruction, and maybe to death. Even though "Kaboom" is really a sound  spelled into a word. Mmmmm...come to think of it. Maybe, Boo would change my name. Laughs.

It should be no surprise, since Youtube has made it possible for people to make video proposals to the "Love" interests of their choice. "Date me. I find you hot and attractive. My tweeter account is blah...blah..at blah..blah, or a video reply is even better. Just make it private" What a world we live in today? Smiles.

Before she went to bed tonight, her being on the East Coast, I made sure Boo is a pet. And follows my instructions, by calling me Master. And having the necessary items to be a good pet; collar, cuffs, spanker to wear for her ass, boob shaker, and bruised buns. Other items, PRN. It helps when you have a "pet trainer" like BJ around to go over those items with a new pet.

Well, we are going to give "Dating" a chance. And see how far Boo and I can take this relationship.

Wedding of Gail and Cobra

Today, I walked my newest daughter Gail down the aisle, and handed her over to my son-in-law Cobra. Gail is the sister of Misti, and asked me to take her in as my daughter. It is an honor, when someone ask you to be their Father/Dad or Mother/Mom figure in their lives in SL.

Unfortunately, I missed the wedding of Misti and Ice, last month. They invited me to attend, but sadly I was not home most of the day. And found out after, when a notice was sent out. Misti has her own Father and Mother, so I was not concerned. But when your invited to a wedding, it really is good to go. I made up for it by giving the nuptials lindens, for what ever items they may need for a home.

When Gail came down the stairs, my only utterance of words were; "You look wonderful my daughter. I am happy for you and Cobra." Planted a kiss on her cheek and walked down the aisle together. And everyone was focused on the Bride, and never on the Bride's Father. (Laughs)

At the ritual base, where Cobra (Groom) Misti (Minister) wife to Ice, (brother to Cobra), Brides Maids, and a few more people I did not know were already there. I looked at Cobra, "I present you my daughter, your Bride." I helped Gail take a step up on the platform, as the gown covered her feet. I did not like the idea of my daughter stepping on her gown and falling down.

Gail, Cobra, Misti, and Ice

The Bride side's of the family were nicely seated on the left side. I went over to join them. BJ, Mel, Demi, Yog, D.Valerie were present at the wedding. I paned over to Gail and Cobra, and took the only picture in the wedding. The picture caused by laptop to freeze and crash. My mouse device went crazy, and froze. I had to reboot my laptop lasting about ten minutes. By the time I got back in world, they had already exchanged vows, and Misti pronounced them as husband and wife.

It's not the first time SL glitches has ruined a special event for me and others. But what can you do, lag will always be a torn and pain in the ass when your in this virtual world.

The reception was to take place immediately, but not before the ceremony building was removed under our feet. We all fell in the water, and all the lovely gowns and attires got wet. Well, that is a role play aspect also, having all of us wet before the reception. It was not intentional, as lag was becoming an issue during the wedding, caused by the building itself as I was told later. But I don't think it will be the craze anytime soon in RL.

I danced with BJ for awhile. And dinner time on the east coast for her, so she left soon after. My daughter Halo danced with a Space Marine, Ultra Chapter from War Hammer 40,000. And the center of the dance, my daughter Gail and her Husband Cobra. He was lagging also, she said, "If you don't dance with me Husband, I am going shopping at Alexandra's store." We laughed! This is where the Bride starts to assert herself in front of family, who is really wearing the pants between them. But it was a jest, and she is playful.

It was a nice wedding and glad I made it.

postscript

It was delayed for thirty minutes, as Misti, Ice, and Cobra had problems logging in world. And I almost missed it, thinking the wedding to be Monday afternoon.

Yog was nude sitting there, until I told her to get dressed. Shakes head. She though all pets are to be nude at all times. Yes, new pets are nude only at Hellhole, but does not apply outside my Sim

Ariel Got Owned

Just a week after the opening of the new Hellhole at Bayview, it ended soon after yesterday. Main cause of the problem, "Ariel" number two! She tried to stage a rebellion against me, and thought I would concede of bestowing her the title of "Domina." Which in her stupid little mind, thinks she is entitled to it. Here's the reason way; she decorated the place, support from my daughter, and her friends that frequent Hellhole.

With that kind of reasoning, only an upstart would surely fail, against the "Overlord" of Hellhole, that being me. And I am not about to hand over my group that I created two years ago, to an interior decorator in SL. (Laughs...)

I came in world yesterday, and just informed her the day before "not" to add anymore items on the Sim. And not only did she failed to listen, but decided to challenge me for absolute rule in the family. Haahaahaaa. And tried to use in world voice, and others to dethrone me. Well...that and what ever crap she tried to stage failed, and only came back at hitting her in the face. I added by kicking her in the mouth...by ejecting her from my group. Never ask an Overlord from Hellhole, of what you think your entitled too...."I will decide, and always have the final say."

The day before Ariel tried to dethrone me.

She used by daughter Halo, to sway her in using the title of "Domina" when Ariel admitted to me...just before I removed her from the family. "Good, I hoped you enjoyed it. It's the last time you will have anything to do with the family." And I removed the title "Domina" soon after in the group's listings of roles. Only I assign that, not the officers in my family.

To be a Domina; Queen....I choose within the family, and she needs to be a submissive/pet to me for a long time before I decide. And if a pet is worthy to lead the family, I would make her my Queen and be my partner, and second in command after me. And Ariel was never truly a pet nor did she wanted to have a LTR. Read "I Blame Myself." Why she rushed to became my partner, which is only to seize control of the family.

Also she unfriended my daughter, because she would not come over to her side by leaving my family group of DSA. My daughter realised this soon after we left Hellhole, Bayview. Ariel's game is "cloak and dagger" and thrusting a knife behind your back is of no consequence to her. I would watch my back, if I were you. Should you ever run into her in world.

I am just finally glad, and happy I got rid of her once and for all. I rather stand with BJ, than have Ariel in my family, or anyone else like her in the future.

*Currently looking for a new location to rebuild a new Hellhole, with my own items from my inventory.

Hellhole @ Bayview

Well...what can I say to our "official opening" at Hellhole? It was a great success yesterday...but I don't measure success on one day events. I measure success of how the "longevity" of being on a Sim one stays to call it home. And in SL, the average stay is around three months on a Sim, if everything works out fine, from my personal past experience.

The attendance was very good, averaged about 16 avatars during the whole day event, from 8 am until 9 pm slt. I posted a notice to a few other demon groups I belong too, and that helped to bring in traffic. Plus I posted it on SL events section of the web page, but you need two hours in advance to do it. I'm just glad that Aaliy, a pet of Cor did make it and picked up the live music stream after Anubis passed out in his room. He finished a whole bottle of Tequila by himself during the event. (Laughs)

We moved on here during the first week of June, after leaving Planet Earth Estates. I was not the cause of it, other than the misunderstanding with one of my officers, and the estate owner of the Sim. I apologized for the incident, as Head of Household of my family. Your expected too take the blame and conduct of your family. Just like "vicarious liability" when an employee in RL cause damage, or something serious while that employee is working for the company. But outside his/her facility, that the employer is held responsible for the actions of that employee.

With us finally here, and Ariel doing most of the decorations. It did not turn out as bad as I though it would have been. She placed the main castle, and most of the items in it, and on the island. I only needed to place items that catered to those that like to play "dolcett."

And as a demon avatar it's part of my role play. The idea comes from medieval art that were commissioned by the Roman Catholic Church; "fires of hell with consume your soul" And images of demons devouring souls has been planted in our minds ever since then.

But did you stop to think...has it gotten any better since then? About human morals? Just because its not illegal by the laws we pass, does that mean its ok to set aside the Bible? Anyway, that is my take as to why I have dolcett role play on my Sims.

The other area I worked on was the caves and tunnels. I liked how things turned out before on Planet Earth, and I continued with the caves. I placed it inside an already pre-made area on the Sim. The opening entrance was behind the mountain, with a flat sandy looking prim texture covering the top when it was terra formed by the estate owner. It was big enough for me to set two levels of caves and tunnels. Which I never did before until then. It turned out great!

I originally placed the Lots of Fun barn animals by the castle, but Ariel had to have things her way that day. It ended up on the second floor of the caves. I added a Leech Tank, and a Water Dunking Device that rotates for torture on the first level. And my permanent housing for the Zombie Rezzor, since Halo is so freaked out by the zombies. (Smiles)

I just wanted to avoid us clashing, since Halo, Ariel, and I planed to live there and share in the tier expense of living on a Sim together. Being civil with Ariel is going to be a challenge, since we are not a couple. Why just boot her from the family? Its obvious since she has decorated the place, and risk of losing what we hoped to have together on the Sim. Well, only time will tell...if Ariel and I come to blows. I hope it does not come to that.

Meanwhile, Halo got herself a nice castle of her portion of the island. And a dock for her small boat, as she loves to sail on the lagoon. I asked her to go ahead, and get a man eating shark to swim in it. Like the ones my brother Otto had during my son's Bronxton and Esme wedding day. She will think about it, as of this post.

Halo, my daughter is doing her best to stay neutral. Since she is my daughter, and Ariel is a good friend to her. It would be a shame, if she choose Ariel over me. But nothing I can do about it. That still applies, since my group is about "free will and consent" as long as I have the final stay in the matter.

Its Hellhole, not the kind of fairy fantasy land in SL. Don't expect any kindness from a demon avatar. Your in my Hell!

First Delivery

A few days back, maybe Tuesday night. I delivered my first baby in SL! The baby was not mine, but belonged to my pet Sophie. She has overdue for a month, but decided to leave her be. Now in RL, two weeks would be the max for a woman to be pregnant, before the placenta and fetus starts to die.

But in SL, and especially on Hellhole. I can allow for additional suffering, when it comes to one of my pets being preggo. I am so a sadist in SL. Smiles.

A little story about Sophie, is when I meet her exploring my sim on Planet Earth. She was already pregnant, and could not remember who got her pregnant. I took her in, and kept her for my own by collaring her. And waited for the baby to be born. I was thinking of having the baby as a future snack.

But my daughter Halo, got interested of having a baby. She could not find a suitable mate to get her pregnant. And got interested of the idea of adopting, when I mentioned the unborn child in front of her one day. She convinced me to give her the unborn fetus. I grumbled about having to give up a free meal.  But you don't know my daughter, how seductive she is towards me; her adoptive father. Laughs. She placed a protective magic bubble over the uterus of Sophie, to keep the fetus safe.

The weeks went by fast, and then the move off from Planet Earth, to another sim location, to where we are now. I won't say since, it's not really open to the public. And we demons like to keep to ourselves, in a dark corner of SL.

I set up an Ob/Gyn delivery table in the dinning room, of our dolcett kitchen the night before. In the kitten? Yes. Just in case the fetus was a still born. Even with a protective magic bubble, there was no gurantee the fetus would survive. And I had a crude butcher knife on hand, ready to gut my own pet, Sophie. Just to get the baby out as soon as possible. I was two hours late to get the process going for Sophie, but my daughter was on hand with Sophie. They were patiently waiting for me.

I asked my nephew Ice and his wife Misti, to help me in the process of delivering my first baby. Since they just had their twins a week before, and know exactly what to do in delivering a baby.

We had to medicate Sophie, since she was not feeling any contractions. With Ice helping to push on Sophie's belly, and Misti holding her hand, coached her throughout the labor. I had my demon finger up the birth canal, feeling on the cervix orific if the head was moving out. With our constant encouragement for her and to push hard, she finally delivered a baby boy.

I looked at the knife, a few times, to do a C- section, and just get the baby out. It was a complicated delivery, and Misti felt the head did not point to the cervix orifice. I chated, a few words in demonic latin to turn the baby within. And all our combinations helped bring the baby out.

I quickly spanked the infant's bottom, and he cried a little. His color was blueish, and week respiration sounds, even after I spanked the infant. Misti took the infant and assessed him using the Apgar score. She scored him a four, out of ten. Due to poor skin color, feeble crying, weak cardiac pulse, weak muscle flexion, and weak shallow breath sounds.

I don't know how the fetus managed to survive, but it stayed alive long enough. My daughter, called her adopted son, Mikkel Odin B. as of last night. I am officially the child's grandpa. Smiles.

I forgot to take the length and weight of the baby, when he was born. I guess all were concerned, if it was going to make it or not. But now he will be just fine, and will be brought up as demon spawn, and ways of demon kind. Since Sophie did not mind giving the child to us.

Evil Empire

Ok...I just wanted you all to see what I did with the edit so far of Dante's Infernum. There are parts to this I wanted to redo, but obviously I can't anymore, having relocated to a new location. And having to remove all my items at the old place. I know this much, moving in real life is a bitch, and so is in Second Life.

Next time I really have to edit better, since redoing the final set is hard to do again. As I get to use more of Movie Maker, and know the good and bad things about it. Once you save the edit parts, it can't be reverted back to edit mode. I have to do it all over again. Just that you know about this. But I could be wrong.

The music is from Conan the Barbarian; The Riddle of Steel. I think it's a good sound track after sampling a lot of music in Youtube.

I hope to finish the final version of this of what snips and bits of video I have from the old place. Enjoy!

I Blame Myself

Ever since I mentioned Ariel a little over a month ago. I though I found my new partner, with her steady and constant companionship with her being by my side. I know now I was wrong, when she made of her mind yesterday to date someone else. Yes, it does hurt! I am not going to say it did not. So l am letting it out just to get it over and out from my mind and heart. And move on from here.

We just happened to have moved to a new location as well. With Ariel being the main person in charge of decorating the Homestead. My daughter Halo is also decorating, and lives on the island. With me, Ariel, and Halo as the main contributors to the island that is deeded to Demonic Sadist Angels.

My failure to losing Ariel to another male, as she pointed it out to me. "You did not make any romantic gestures towards me, during the whole month I spent time with you. And breeding me, having a child with you was certainly not the way to do it. Also your still parterned to Kitten, which is an insult to me."

Yes Ariel is preggo also. So I don't know what she has in mind to do with the pregnancy. She has that charismatic glow about her, that I like and others in the family like about her. What a family needs is an involved future Domina, like Ariel. But most of all, I liked her being around me and keeping me company in world. Now, it's not the same. Since she has her mind and heart on someone else.

I am a lost for words, and confused by this hurt. Just trying to move on and drown my sorrows the best I can. I feel so stupid for letting her get away, and taking her for granted. It really does hurt, when it hits you in the face. And I blame myself for it.

Footnote - Pregnancy ended in termination.