One Month Anni.

 

 

Mesh Leather Collar - Real Evil Industries

 

Its been one month since Shadow and I have been married. Today was special, but I was not prepared of the things that happened today. She had a fling, a one night stand, a girl's night out, prior to the day of the my daughter's wedding. But to be honest with you, it was going to happen sooner, or later. And I'm just glad she told me right away about it today.

Should I be mad? No. I'm not mad, but I'm upset and a bit greenish jealous. But it only means that my jealousy is genuine, that I love Shadow and care about her. I know being in a relationship, couples tend to fall into a routine, a normalcy of expectations of day to day activity. It happens in real life, expect it in second life.

But you have to think about it, in the long term. In real life, its harder than you think when you may own a house, and their is a child, or children in the home. Who loses? Who gets harmed? I having worked in Family Law, the children are the ones "will be hurt." They may think they are the cause of the break up between his/her mother and father. And when their are children, the judge always will weight the "best interests" of children involved. And which parent is more nurturing, when age of the child/children is factored in. Just had to mention this, maybe it will make you think "real hard" that a fling in not worth losing a family over infidelity.

 

Now, going back to SL. I brought Shadow a collar for our one month anniversary. She was surprised I got her a mesh collar. She never though of going back to wearing a collar again. After, she wore it, and she, "I need to get something off my chest. And I want to tell you under a pile of trash." And I was thinking, (Oh crap! I bet I know what this is about.) But I wanted her to tell me herself, before I said anything else. Under a pile of trash, she was under. She confused of having a fling with Azroel, Dragon's best demon at the wedding. I was shocked and a bit hurt. I was expecting it. But not so soon!

Well, all I did was remain calm, and not blame Shadow, my wife whom I love and cared about. I figured it was Azroel's fault for seducing and allowing my wife into his whims. But as long as I have been in SL, wife stealing is nothing new. Others make a game in a game of wife stealing. And sadly when it happens, it ends a lot of relationships for couples that are not able to coup with cheating.

I'm no Saint myself, as having a lot of pets in the past, along with a few concubines, and married to past wives. For Shadow, this is new to her. She has been in a relationship besides me in the past. But never has she been on a one night stand while married in SL, until now.

There is noting to forgive, and I told her not to be sorry about it. To me, it has not changed my affection and love for her, unless this experience has changed her feelings towards me.

To her, Azroel was a toy she played with. I'm glad she got curious, played with her toy and threw it away when she got done with it. And she wanted an "open relationship" after dealing with him. I am fine with that, since its mutually benefitting for both of us.

But be warned, if you are partnered in SL, its a game onto itself, with griefers as a challenge to steal a partner away. And it's played by both sexes in SL.

My love and affection for my wife, Shadow.

 

I just wanted to end with; that I affirm my love and affection for my wife Shadow. No worries dear, glad you played with a toy, and when your done with it. You know where to place it. In the trash.

Happy One Month Anni!
 

Evil with Dragon

A little pre-wedding background. Just a couple of weeks ago, Shadow and I talked to Dragon and my daughter Julia of taking their time with the relationship they started together. We gave them 30 days to really work at it, especially getting to know each other better. Well, in summary they broke up, Julia un-partnered Dragon, thinking Dragon was spending too much time at Hellhole. He happens to be one of my Enforcers, and being on Hellhole is to enforce the rules we abide by.

Then I was surprised this past couple of days, being called Grandpa by my daughter. In my head, I was thinking: (crap, shit, wtf, oh boy, great) And anything else that came rushing in like a train wreck. Most of all, the lack of respect my SL daughter gave us, by not listening to Shadow and I after just having talked to her in detail about her new relationship with Dragon. She was just in two past relationships a month ago of last year.

But no, this is what Shadow and I got, a wedding ceremony planned. She asked me to preside as Minister of Dark Matrimony two days ago, and this is their wedding.

Shadow - kisses her step daughter... "You look beautiful. Lets do this."

(Shadow walks in from the unholy church entrance, ahead of Julia, and places herself to my right of the altar. Then Julia walks in, with all eyes upon her. Dress in a white gown, with her belly exposed to the air, walking up the aisle. She stops beside Dragon as she looks at him.)

"Step forward, Dragon and  my dear daughter.."

 

"Friends .. Demons... Family... I am happy to preside as Dark Minister for this wedding ceremony for my daughter Julia and my son in law Dragon. To give my daughter to him, that I know he will do his best to make her happy.

 

Dragon as an Enforcer of Hellhole, I have gotten to know you; your ambitions, future plans as Founder of Chaos, and your desires for my daughter."

 

"Thank you sir." (smiles at Kaboom)

"Are there any here that wish them not to join in dark matrimony?" Pauses..(No objection is heard) "Good. We can continue."

"Dragon do you take my daughter Julia, as your wife to love and cherish for eternum?" "I do."

"My daughter Julia. Do you take Dragon as your husband to honor, praise, and love for eternum?"

"Yes my dad. I love him and respect him for eternity."

"Do you wish to add your own personal vows to each other?"
(Looks at Dragon)

"I do. But they are lengthy, and I already confessed all my love for her. (Kaboom nods and continues)

"By the powers vested in me, and by the forces of darkness. I pronouce you both husband and wife. You may kiss the bride."

Dragon (smiles at Julia affectionately, turning to kiss his bride.)
Julia (returns with an affectionate kiss to her husband)

"Congratulations to you both." (smiles) Shadow, "Congrats you two." (smiles)

Dragon, "Thanks."

Ddraigneel, (Roars...Roars... and bellowing fire!)
Azroel, "Yeahhh! Congratzs!!!"

Dragon, "I love you wife." Julia, "I love you my husband."

Julia, "Dad, thank you for your dark blessings. Thank you everyone for coming." (Kisses daughter on the cheek)

Dragon, "And now we do the partnership? Julia, "I accept the partnering."

I point to Jill (our human House Pet) to wait by her Mistress Shadow.

Dragon, "I almost forgot about the impaling."

Shadow, (chuckles at the bride sitting in her wedding gown) That's your daughter Kaboom. (nods)

It was a small wedding, with Azroel, an arch-demon as best demon for Dragon. He invited his friend Ddraigneel to keep him company as a dragonoid creature of Hell. And our house pet Jill, that sat on the floor behind Dragon and Julia at the front of the podium as the ceremony began.

BR: Julia, Ddraigneel, and Azroel. MR: Shadow and I.

FR: Jill and Dragon

 

My thoughts after the wedding. (I hope it works out well for them.)

 

Shadow Demons

My partner wife finally decided to go full demon, and made changes to her appearance. In fact, I was taken by surprise, when we were talking about Marsha turning her into a full demon. The difference was the look of her hair style, and having turned her digital feet into paired hoofers.

Her hair is something that reminds me of an old black and white TV show, where cannibals had long black flowing hair. And a skull bone set the hair in place. as it stood like a pole on her head. It really is long and flowing, which I always loved with women with long black hair, especially one laying on a bed.

The place we normally go to first is, Sinful Needs. Violet Studios comes close to first also, then Vendom, and then Blasphemy. Sinful Creations is mostly demon accessories, with horns, wings, and tails, and anything else an avatar may need to look decent in demon form. I seldom go to in world stores, which I did earlier in my past blogs. I just search for items now in Market Place, which lists all the items you placed in the search slot. Then poof, hundreds of items to browse over quickly by linden price, or subcategories.

 

Her new items can "sinteract" meaning interaction with anyone, depending how those items are set by the owner; group only or everyone. I took a pictures of Shadow and then Marsha logged in world, And took pictures of Mother and Daughter together. Shadow used Tor-Horror Red City for Windlight settings on the sim. I selected a setting, (which I should have written down) that made the environment more light friendly.

Picture by me

 

Picture by Shadow

Marsha has the paired pig tails on the left, and Shadow on the right. They don't look the same in the top picture, as I used a different Windlight setting. With the picture taken by Shadow, their skins looked the same.

But it really is perception what the beholder sees, to me it don't matter much as long as I have Shadow in any form.

By the campfire, under our giant mushrooms.
Yes. I know she horned me up my nose. :D

 

Was going to count her feet digits, but their a pair of hoofers now.

It all comes down to, is accepting her the way she is, and more importantly, I love her.
 

We play by the Rules!

Their was a time I had no rules posted for Hellhole. It was a small group back then, and I knew just about everyone in the group. As the group got bigger, I posted one sign near the entrance that read;

Pets are free to use, as long as they are free to participate

in role plays, with respect to their limitations.

 

And most of the actual rules I wrote down was placed in a notecard, and given by a notecard giver stand that serves also as a traffic visitor counter. That has changed, when Lord Coronzon and I discussing what rules will be laid down as the "foundation" that will guide our roles and behaviors.

 

I missed out on this picture. But there are four Thrones now.

 

Just having looked at the recent count of my group, it has more than doubled since my returning, from around two hundred to over five hundred. With that many players in my group, it was right to post rules that all of us can agree. Perhaps improve upon as time goes on.

 

This is the following rules as of this posting:

 

All members must "Always" wear their group tags,

so everyone is aware of their status within the group.

No exceptions!

 

The distinction between "House Pets" and

"Personal Pets (Be Loved)" is to be strictly observed.

 

The "Limits" of House Pets that are not,

No Limit pets must be respected.

 

House Pets are for the use of DSA members only.

 

House Pets are to be used on site in Hellhole and not taken off site.

This is not a hunting ground for your personal home.

 

Pets are collared, branded, and given
their proper tags by the Overlords only.

 

Pets must "ALWAYS" be naked, collared, cuffed,

wearing their brands, and have RLV turned on.

 

Pets must "ALWAYS" knee in the presence of their

superiors, unless otherwise instructed.

 

Pets must "ALWAYS" ask permission
before going AFK, leaving, or logging off.

 

Dominant members must 'ALWAYS" wear their demon,

or monster form in keeping with Hellhole's demonic theme.

 

No one may sit on the Thrones in the Throne Room,

except for the Overlords.

 

Only Overlords are allowed to permanently "rez" objects, or toys!

 

Toys must be "stopped" so that poseballs

are put away to minimize lag.

 

Grifers and troublemakers will NOT be tolerated,

 and will be dealt with swiftly and decisively.

 

"Age play" is strictly forbidden and

against Linden Lab's Term of Service.

 

Users with Child Avatars must "CHANGE"

to a non child avatar, or risk being immediately ejected.

 

 

With these fifth-teen rules, they serve as guides we all follow on Hellhole. If you can abide by them, you are welcome to join us. If not, then you can create your own hell to play in.

 

 



Parting Ways

I never though I would be writing this, about a friend I have known a long time in SL. But it has, and I had to end it. BJ, was first introduced to me by Shadow, my pet dragon that followed Kitten (who was my first wife at the time) home. It was during the wedding reception of Kitten and I, when Shadow brought BJ to us. She was just a week old at the time, still finding her way in SL. Her first time meeting a bunch of demons. that pretty much terrified her. She did not know to stay, or flea. But I assured her at the reception, we did not plan on having human as the main course that evening.

I thought noting of it, and assumed she would be on her way. Little by little during the weeks that followed, she would IM me, "What cha doing?" and we would chat. And that is how our friendship started and grew. She was my subby, a lover, a close confidant, my aid decamp, and First Lieutenant as Enforcer of Hellhole. And most of all, I made Co-Owner of Hellhole during my absence.

Her and I have been through a lot, sided with her when it came to disputes among friends. Left a land when BJ was forced to leave by the landowner, even thou I was fine where I was. Just so she knew I backed her up and supported her. As I knew she was on the wrong side of an argument.

During the day of my wedding with Shadow (not my pet dragon). BJ brought her bad attitude with her, and tried to ruin it for me and Shadow. She came dressed as a bunny, with rabbit ears and a cotton tail. Shadow was having a private conversation with her in IM, trying to get her in proper attire. No, she insisted as she was, in a bunny outfit.

BJ in Bunny Outfit

 

Then backed out as my family representative, and stated "You should have thought of me as your family representative first." instead of Misti. So she left, taking two of her friends with her, who planned to see and stay for the wedding.

Now, I did not mind if BJ directed her bad attitude towards me. As I am used to her lack of emotional control, and can handle it. But to piss off Shadow on our wedding day, tells me BJ has no respect for herself, nor for anyone at that point. As far as I'm concerned, that was the last straw, and I decided it was time to part ways. I hated to end our friendship, but it seemed to me, she lost her self respect, and for me as well.

Previously before the wedding, she sent a notice in the group, about pets in regards to ownership and training, that was not received well by the Overlords. As she was contacted by Lord Coronzon, Mistress Katrinova, and Lady Death, that added more a negative resentment lending to the wedding. I can see she was a power keg, that exploded on my wedding day with Shadow. But there is no excuse for it.

Sindar, (BJ's lover) later IM me a few days after the wedding. About how BJ was emotionally fragile the way her relationship had been leading up to the wedding. She sent me a note card explaining the situation that occurred that week. I read it, and along how BJ became more emotionally unstable, when I ended our friendship. I felt bad about BJ, but I felt more bad for my wife Shadow, if I took BJ back. Shadow would later mention, that BJ was glad to see us ended our relationship the past year. And that pretty much helped my decision not to contact BJ, and just move on and part ways.

And too add, I also ended my relationship with Misti, now a former daughter. She caused some drama the eve of our wedding. I can't remember all the details, but she backed out as my initial family representative on the eve. She mentioned about having surgery in RL on our wedding day. Humm..? Surgery on a Saturday? I used to work in a hospital, and its usually done on an emergency situation during the weekend. I did not know how serious her health condition was in RL, and though nothing of it. And maybe it was a serious enough for an emergency procedure. That may require Inpatient stay for the weekend.

When the wedding just so happens to have ended that late afternoon, she comes in world and not even a congratulations. Yes. That made me boil! I have zero tolerance when I'm being made an ass. So good riddance, as far as Shadow and I are concerned.

It has been an interesting pre-wedding event, with these sad moments. But this too shall pass.


 

Union of Two 12-13-14

As I look back... and how Shadow and I first meet. It was on Hellhole, an island with a water fall that ran with blood. She would sit by its flowing banks... and watch the color of red flow into the eternal sea. I would stop by and keep her company, as she sat by herself. I did not know what she had in her mind. But at least I wanted her to know I cared and sat by her side. We became a couple, we parted ways, and I got another chance with her.

Through our past experience, and good fortune of events, brought our hearts together again, as a married couple in Second Life. Here is our wedding ceremony and the reception that followed.

DJ Johnny plays, "Your Beautiful" as my bride walked up the wedding aisle.

Lord Coronzon: Welcome everyone to this most joyous and solemn union of the founding Overlord of Hellhole, Kaboom Coba and his lovely fiancée Shadow Dancer.

Many of us have known Lord Kaboom Coba since the founding of Hellhole. And others most recently from his welcoming presence in Hellhole’s new incarnation. It seemed that Shadow was the one woman that kept this Handsome Devil’s interest beyond time and distance. Their love is truly a unique blessing in a world of temptations and petty jealousies that easily destroy those less sincere. So it is with great honor and humility that I get to preside over the union of these two wonderful beings. Looks at the lovely couple.

The bride and groom have created their own vows and would like to say them now so you may be witnesses. Nods to them with a beaming smile.

My dear Shadow, (she looks into his eyes and smiles...) I Kaboom Coba before this dark assembly, honor you, with all my love, attention, devotion, and all that you wish of me, as your husband, whom I hold you dear to my heart. Your heart and the love within is the precious gift I have of you. I guard it against grief, despair, hopelessness, and loneliness. I fortify it by placing my heart by it, with love, caring, understanding, and patience. This I vow as your husband, and sealed with a kiss and locked by my heart. I love you, my dear wife Shadow.

Scarlett sighs. Shadow*takes a deep breath with eyes filled with water.. and tries to remember what she had... looks into his eyes and starts to talk.

My dear Kaboom... I believe in you, the Demon you will grow to be and the couple we will be together. With my whole heart, I take you as my husband, acknowledging and accepting your faults and strengths, as you do mine. I promise to be faithful and supportive and to always make our family’s love and happiness my priority. I will be yours in plenty and in want, in sickness and in health, in failure and in triumph. I will dream with you, celebrate with you and walk beside you through whatever our lives may bring. You are my Demon... my love and my life, today and always. I Love You...

(smiles at Shadow with the vows she recited. She smiles up at him...)

Scarlett wipes away a tear. Lord Coronzon smiles at the beautiful words, looking at the Overlord Kaboom.

Lord Kaboom Coba, will you take Shadow Dancer to be your wife as you have taken her as your partner? Do you commit yourself to her happiness and self-fulfillment as an immortal being? Do you promise to love, honor, and trust her in adversity and prosperity, through the difficulties of time and space, and to be true and loyal to her unto eternity itself?

I do. (she smiles at me)

Lord Coronzon Nods and turns his attention to the Lady Shadow.

Lady Shadow, will you take Kaboom Coba to be your husband as you have taken him as your partner? Do you commit yourself to his happiness and self-fulfillment as an immortal being? Do you promise to love, honor, and trust him in adversity and prosperity, through the difficulties of time and space, and to be true and loyal to him unto eternity itself?

(Shadow *smiles at her love*) A million times... I Do! (I smile with glee.)

Lord Coronzon Grins broadly. If there be any who are opposed to this union, speak now or forever remain silent having had your chance. Pauses for a moment.

With the power vested in me, by the Ultimate Shining Darkness itself. I now pronounce you Husband and Wife. Ave Satanas! You may kiss your wife.

I turn to Shadow and kisses her lips, as she kisses me in return. (our kiss huds failed that day.)

DJ Johnny plays "Come Away With Me." As we walked down the aisle to our wedding reception.

Our first dance, DJ Johnny played "Faithfully." Katrinova provided a couples dance machine.

Shadow and I dancing to "Faithfully"

 

I was having issues that day with lag, crashing, and rezzing. But I made it through the wedding ceremony. I clicked on the couples machine, and ended up fisting my new wife in front of our friends and guests. I felt so embarrassed and bad for my wife. Everyone laughed, or to some extent surprised! And of course I did not see this going on since I just clicked and jumped on the ball I selected for our first dance. I told my wife to take control of the situation.

It was a great ceremony and our friends enjoyed themselves. Ariel came back on Hellhole, in time for the ceremony. Tig, my demon son, whom I seldom see was present. Julia my daughter. Lady Death, our newest Overlord was present with her minions.

I dedicated a song for Lord Coronzon, "Highway to Hell."

The wedding had distractions, which I will elaborate in my next blog.

The following avatars made it possible for a wonderful wedding for Shadow and I:

Kevin for the Wedding Invitations Sign and Notecard giver.
Brendan, family representative for Shadow and for audio stream tech support during the wedding.
Lord Coronzon as Dark Minister of Ceremony
Ceremony Pets: Kammie, Scarlett, Ulechka, BearySexy, Servil
Marsha my family representative.
Katrinova for the BDSM Couples Dance Machine

Music selection for the reception were the following:

Faithfully - Journey
We Belong - Pat Benatar
You and Me - Lifehouse
Marry You - Bruno Mars
Straight From the Heart - Bryan Adams
Come Away With Me - Nora Jones
Your Beautiful - James Blunt
A Thousand Years - Christina Perry
Never Gonna Be Alone - Michele
Fallin - Alicia Keys
Your In My Heart - Rod Stewart
---------
Ring of Fire - Johnny Cash
Let the Bodies Hit the Floor - Drowning Pool
Bad Things - Jace Everett
Sympathy for the Devil - Rolling Stones
 

Jewelry of Love

When I re-partnered with Shadow last week, I knew I had to do more. She deserves a gift for giving me another opportunity for us being a couple again. I broke her heart the last time, and I wanted to help mend the hurt I gave her.

We chatted on Skype, and talked about things that her and I know. Asked her what time she will be in world, and her reply "What's up?" "Nothing. I just wanted us to hook up later." "It will probably be after supper." "Ok. I'll see you then."

I was on Market Place the other day, when her and I was in world last time. But told her I was looking for a mesh demon avatar. I saw only a couple, one was ugly looking, and the other would be something my friend Lord Coronzon would wear, which she later told me after trying on the demo test skin.

The skin was nice looking, but the avatar height was the same as Shadow's. And the funny thing, the nose looked like a button. She would have emoted, "touched and pushed the nose in...beep...beep..." if I did buy it for myself. Hahaha...

Back to looking for a present in Market Place. There was several choices I was thinking to get as a gift. First choice was clothes, then I though, women would rather buy their own clothes. And getting the wrong color, style, and maybe never will it be worn killed that idea. Second, a new pair of boots. But I remember the current pair she wears all the time, is still her favorite pair. Again, did not like the idea of her not wearing a new pair of boots, if I did gave her a new set. Third choice, was jewelry.

It reminded me of a friend who gave me a friendship dog tag jewelry. She and I since parted ways, over the way I wrote a story about her. As a writer, I had an obligation to write a story that was interesting to read, as well as entertaining for the mind to create the scene. Too bad... and I though nothing could ruin our friendship. But I was wrong.

As I looked over hundreds of jewelry pictures (a page contains 96 items to view) and quickly read the descriptions of each jewelry, I though Shadow would enjoy to wear. It just dragged on for an hour, with my eyes burning from reading a lot of what it could do; texture changes of color and metal, that came with some a HUD.

I settled for a pink white combination, with a HUD. Since HUDs do break down sometimes, and would cause a malfunction. I hoped Shadow and I don't run into a problem, once she starts wearing it daily. If something does go wrong with it, we intend to contact the creator and ask to send us a replacement.

But I hope Shadow enjoys this gift, for taking me back as her partner.

 

I wrote a small note, before I purchased it as a gift

on Market Place.

My Love goes with you. Enjoy my dear.

 

A Flame...

that never died. Shadow is that girl. We became partners again, as of this post. I would normally keep a proposal private. But since this is important in SL, I will share my words I wrote to Shadow with you.

To my girl that has been with me in my heart and mind. I have loved you in the past, present, and in the future. This time it will be better, because we know each other better than ever.

With roses and violets, I ask to be partners again.

Love Kaboom Coba

(I could have written more, but Second Life proposal texts are limited to 254 characters.)

Proposal was made on Hellhole with the following avatars present: Lord Coronzon, Julia; my SL daughter, Lord Azreal, Maddison, Lady Death, Pets Jamay and Cherry being present in attendance.

We chatted a bit before I asked her. Just wanted to know her feelings for me. I felt good about the flow of our conversations, talking about our shared past experiences.

Conversations of Misti and Ice splitting up just recently. Cora and Brandon no longer a couple. That happened to them a year ago. You may know of them from my past blog entries.

Second Life is full of dynamics, and its hard to follow if your not in world, as I have been in the past few months.

But that is them, and that is Shadow and I are now. "Partners in crime" again. Smiles.



(pics to be added later)

Six Overlords

Yes. It has been indeed awhile, since I have posted anything to those looking forward reading my blog. I am sorry. But real life issues comes first and needs to be addressed. Along with my laptop having bug issues that prevented me taking pictures of people's avatars, and places in SL.

Just a brief summary from moving from Alaska to CA for awhile, then moving to Mississippi, then back to Alaska. One thing is certain, one of my favorite Aunt, more like a mother to me passed away. I was depressed at the time, and that affected me from not wanting to do anything, even blogging.

Since the move back to Alaska, I feel alive, and fresh to start again. And here we go with my blogs, regarding my continued adventures in Second Life.

It has been three weeks since starting Second Life again... and it never fails me to relearn things that one forget when not in world for a long time. Like figuring out my animations HUD, and Phoenix Firestorm unit interface can do, and where needed functions are located. Nothing like a quick refresher course, and asking the New Citizens group for quick questions and answers.

My group that I founded a few years ago has doubled in membership. I have to thank the officers I installed there, before I left. In particular Lord Coronzon, as he has been instrumental in having doubled the membership. He just loves bringing in new girls as Submissives, and some lucky to be his personal pets. Lady Katrinova has been helpful as Administrator, and Lady Death grace the floors as Head Mistress. Two new Enforcers makes sure that people know their place and roles, when one serves in Hellhole.

Now where was BJ, you may ask? She was there, but I found out she left the group. I reinstalled here the day I got back. I have to take a deep breath for this one, as I try not to elevate steam raising from
my head. Blue is one of my appointed Overlord, along with BJ. She appointed Lord Coronzon and Lady Katrinova as Overlords without discussing this with BJ. And if you were BJ, you would take it as a personal insult and slap on the face. I would, knowing myself!

And Lord Coronzon appointed Lady Death as Overlord sometime later.. I don't know the circumstance of her appointment, but only surmise of two possibilities. One, a devoted member, and excellent role player. Two, paid a large sum of donation to become Overlord.

In any case, there are six of us Overlords and I have to set responsibilities with our upcoming meeting. I thing is certain I want to be called, "Founder" after the meeting. There can only be one Founder, and that is I.

 

Hellhole, a Gothic Flavor

I just got a new location and new look for Hellhole, as I will forever name my parcel/Sim now and in the future. This one involves renting a parcel that included a Gothic Castle, with so many rooms, an attic I converted to a torture room, a high lookout perch with flying bats, a beautiful garden, and shoreline. I added the red foamy waves to give the overall environment as a place of dread and hopelessness.

Hellhole Gothic

 

It was made possible by Yin Mei, when she informed me of the place, and ready for immediate occupancy. Her club Perdition's is across from Hellhole, and is the official club where the family hangs out to party. I have written about her in my past blog, and a good time to re-read about Yin. (link to be added)

It is the first time I have meet a philanthropist, who happens to be a demon; Lord Lorthon, owner of the parcel. He has accepted me as his tenant, with rental arrangements that has been kept confidential due to the nature of the Pact made between Demons Lords.

Shadow's Corner Room

 

My room I share with Kari

He gave me instructions on operating the front gate, but apparently there are side doors. One can just bypass the gate, and stroll into the front garden. And the modern installed elevators in the castle, I was dumbfounded of its operation, as I am not used to elevators in castles.

BJ's Simple Timeout

 

Mistress Katrinova's Open Room

 

I and Kari occupy the entire second floor, on the left side of the castle. BJ and Shadow have the top third floor separately with excellent surrounding views. While Coronzon, Blue, and Katrinova have individual rooms on the second floor, right across from me with overlooking balconies.

Coronzon Play Room

Blue's Meditation Room

 

This is the first time most of my officers have a room in a castle with me, with the exception of Demi. I hope to see this one more active as my previous stronghold Sims.

Summoning all demon and tormented human family members, report for sexual naughtiness, and BDSM fun!

My Pet Kari

Since having a virus corrupted my laptop for a month and a half, I have not seen Christine in world since I logged back in after it was fixed. I like her, but since her inactivity gives me two reasons to think that; 1. She is taking a break, to get her Real Life in order, and 2. She has lost interests of  Second Life, which is sad.

For that reason, I have a new pet, and her name is Karianne. She was brought to me by Misti, my daughter. Kari happens to be her mother, without a Master. Misti gave me some background of her before she teleported her to BJ's House of Pleasure. I knew Kari before, when she was the wife of Sadoc, a hybrid Lycan. Enemy of the Horde, as Misti calls my Demon group.

It all worked out, the moment she stood in front of me. Misti in her part, did whatever it took to get as together. And either of us complained as far as the outcome of her plans in her devilish little mind. I ordered her to strip, protocol mandates it for all new subs who become part of the family. And she added me to her clit collar. Smiles.

Her activities when not with me are, growing her fledgling in world real estate empire, breeding horses for sale at auction, and as a Horse Race Judge. As a judge she is DQ'ed from racing her own horses to race. I can understand the conflict of interests, and she is content with raising horses.

Kari, my horse Duke Dark Matter at Kari's Horse Ranch

 

I have known others in the past to raise horses, like Jessica and Fiona. But this is the first time I got
involved with horses, because of the winning purse of 250,000 Lindens paid out last Sunday's race held at ABC Race Track/Dixie Downs. More of my horse(s) on future blogs.

Kari is a wonderful person from what I can pin from her voice, as I can sense her smile when she talks to me. I feel she has an emotional connection with me as well. A little Imp told me this, I kid you not. And we have played in world with the toys inside my castle walls. Smiles.

Let your imagination fly of what we did. And no, I don't share our voice recordings of when we play. It's for my own personal entertainment. And to hear her as I play the recordings back, when she is not in world with me.

Did I mention she is married in RL? And have two adult kids? Yes, married with adult children. I have no problems about it, with the pretty picture she sent me does help. As long as their is mutual respect of each other's Real Life responsibilities, its all good and no harm. I am still getting to know her, and some details of her life remain confidential between her and I.

Hoping the future in long with Kari and I in SL. As you know, I have a sad history in world when it comes to relationships. Unfortunately, it's true for my RL as well.

 

A Man and Woman

21 And the Lord God caused a deep sleep to fall upon Adam, and he slept: and he took one of his ribs, and closed up the flesh instead thereof.

22 And the rib, which the Lord God had taken from man, made he a woman and brought her unto the man.

23 And Adam said, This is now bone of my bones, and flesh of my flesh: she shall be called woman because she was taken out of Man.

24 Therefore shall a man leave his father and his mother, and shall cleave unto his wife and they shall be one flesh.

25 And they were both naked the man and his wife, and were not ashamed.

 

 

This is the first time, I have broken up in a relationship, because of my opinion of gay people, and their national agenda for gay rights. That's right, Shadow and I are history. And its because I have no room for gay people in my life. My life has a right to discriminate the kind of people I want as friends. You pick your friends, you don't allow them to pick you. But there are always exceptions. Smiles.

 

She has gay friends, and a slip of my tongue "might" ruin it for her, of people she knows for 10 to 15 years. So much for love, if a gay friend is more important to her former SL partner, and ex RL boyfriend. To be frank, I'm glad her and I had the chat. I would have felt uncomfortable being with gay people again, as my past history with them I will explain

 

It all boils down to my personal experiences with gay men in the work place. I was sexually propositioned when I was in my early twenties. He was a supervisor back then, and I had to go with him to the storage room. I still recall the smirk on his face, and asked me questions pertaining to homosexual lifestyle. I was blunt with my replies, and repulsed by the idea of it.

 

After that incident, it was the last time I had any respect for him as a person, and for gay people in general. One tried to infect me, in the early years of the pandemic, while working in a hospital. And one in particular I personally hate in RL with whom I fought, while at work. My supervisor was another gay man, and a friend of his...I have no doubt they had an affair, behind closed doors. I hope both are dead for being sodomites.

 

Don't get me wrong. I have been to gay bars...just to re-enforce my belief to what they are; an abomination as described in the Bible. They are overly flamboyant, (like Liberace ) as heterosexuals used to call them in the 80's. Kissing and grouping each other in public. I'm sure heteros. do it also, but I don't have the stomach when They do it. Do you?

 

In SL, I don't have a problem interacting with a gay person behind the screen. Because what they do and say is in Character of the avatar they represent. I just laugh it off, or kill their avatar when I get bored of them. And as mentioned in previous posts, it maybe a woman, posing as a man, acting gay.

 

If a person wants to be gay...so be it. Why should I, and others stop them for being what he/she truly is...but don't think I have to support, or one that condones the lifestyle. To me its a sin, (Gay Rights is a another name for Sodomy Rights) not a phobia, as some people like to mock those opposed to it.

As for me, my avatar as a demon...I only represent the "face of evil." The only evil that's real is the Mens Rea of the subconscious of each person, and between you and your God.

 

Freddy Mercury, Queen

(I know he is gay, but his music is awesome:)

 

I should really stop saying yes, to women in SL who thinks she is a prefect match for me. So, to help those that would like a demon avatar as a SL partner...you must adhere to my wishes as a pet.

Then accept my idea that homosexuality is a sin, and hope you don't have gay friends...that I have to know later down the road. If you do, your wasting your time, and mine for nothing.

I don't believe in abortions, a sin from fornicating. I consider myself moderate, not a religious zealot, nor progressive for gay rights. I don't smoke, but will have a social drink with a cold bottle of beer, just no hard liquor for me. And my pet peeve, I have zero tolerance for street drugs, or drug abuse in general.

Now you know.

 

 

On God's Land

Today, I stopped by a Sim that has a congregation of Christians, called God's House of Prayers in SL. It's not my first time..but my second, and was banned during my first effort of setting my demonic feet on there Sim.

I hang around for awhile, in front of the church, then made my way to the shoreline. Chatting to a few people that were present. They seem to accept me..a demon by their campfire, looking at the beach. I was wrong, as a few complaints mad a Reverend investigate what was irritating a few of the constituents that were present.

1 Samuel 16:14

 

Like on cue, the Reverend IM me to leave, or tone down my appearance, then I could stay. I said, "I'll go Reverend. Pax vobiscum." I got back home, a parcel owned by Cora..and went over our brief conversation in my log history. And for some reason, I remembered King Saul, and how the spirit of the Lord left him, and an evil spirit sent by God, tormented Saul.

I sent a message to Rev. Brett..and asked him, "Do you know about King Saul, he was tormented by an evil spirit send by God?" "Yes. Go ahead" "Just wondering.. if I can be a demon on your Sim..to remind your congregation of evil. I won't grief, or offend people. Just my presence to let them be aware of evil."

 

 

Rev. Brett, "Please, just don't grief, or troll..." "Not my intent." "I am not offended, but I had two people complain." "I come in peace." "I appreciate your attitude...thank you. Come on back...and we will deal with future complaints when they arise." "I am this way as a demon..to remind people (in SL) of real evil in real life." "God Bless...Sir." "Thank you for understanding my purpose." "Your welcome." "In God's service."

Wow..I was surprised this time around. To have a Reverend in SL..as he is in RL. Allowing me on his parcel..to represent the face of evil. A miracle, or a wicked tongue that knows to be crafty and witty with words? You decide. But I did say.."I come in peace." And I promised to abide to the rules of the PG rated SIM. I copied pasted my conversation with the Reverend, to my partner Shadow. She herself could not believe it. As she was there also..to speak on my behalf, after I got booted and banned.

 

Shadow, "WOW!" "You have to keep me company." "um..Really?" "Sure why not?" "Oh WOW! LOL..." "Reverend is going to protect us." "Never thought I would see the day that the devil and his partner would be protected by the church Reverend." "He is a real life minister also." "Oh WOW!" "Read his profile later. I have purpose to serve as the face of evil. To remind Christians of what the next life would be for them, if they continue to sin." "Ahh yes, that is a good purpose."

After my conservation with Shadow, I went back to God's House of Prayers. "Let's see how long I'm tolerated there. They were having a service with 39 people. (Actually, the total number of avis on the Sim at that time.) Shadow, "Let me change first before you teleport me."

 

By the time Shadow had joined me..I was already engaged in conversations with Ken..Kingdom..and another avi I forgot his name. And then Myxtc joined us..a Muslim avi complete with a burka outfit, learning to be a Christian. To me she was a surprise..as she engaged Shadow and myself in conversations. And was even curious to check my profile out..smiles. Later, she gave me the idea to add the Hail Mary rosary, as a side page, under the 3 day Prayer. Funny, how I have held a copy all these years..and finally was able to add it now.

Kingdom was just as conversing with us..about music, and sports. I mentioned, "I like the Angels. Heavy Metal gives me a headache, but I like some bands in it. Gregorian chat is relaxing to me." Shadow and I were enjoying the christian radio station, where the land was streaming it as a live feed. Smiles.. Later..Fred the Lion poofed in..and he reminds me of the story of Daniel in the Lion's Den.

We had some interesting discussions, while I and Shadow stood and read some of the texted conversations. Some was on religion as it was expected, and while it lasted. But as new people arrived..they did not bothered to engage us in any conversations, as Ken, Myxtc, and Kingdom had left, or was just about too. As shadow and I felt it was time to go as well..we logged out on God's Land.

All in all..Shadow and I had a very interesting morning in SL.
 

Shadow of Love

Today is a special day....I am "officially" partnered with Shadow. But we have been partners since last year, going into 6 months now. It has been very interesting since the first day I meet her. And you should read the past posts to catch up, if you don't know anything about her.

I originally sent her the proposal this morning, but it never reached her. We decided to revoke mine, and for her to send me a new one. Hers only took a few seconds, then knew what happened to the one I sent her earlier in the morning.

She recently changed her SL last name, and I forgot about it. (appeared after I revoked my proposal) I don't mention last names of people's avatars, unless they want me too. Solely for privacy...and the fact its hard to tell if someone is a minor or not, behind the avatar.

My only concern after partnering, is breaking up down the road. I hope its not the case for us. We have plans together this year. I want to make it happen (knocks on wood). I had past concerns about partnering, which I shared with Shadow, and that is why I was not in a hurry. But now is as good as any time to propose to her, on the eve of Valentine's Day. It has a meaning to her in RL, and its not what you think. Only I know.

My original proposal;

You are a special woman to me my dear. I hold your heart close to mine, and your always in my mind, in SL and RL. I would be a lucky demon in SL, and lucky man in RL if you accept me as your partner in both worlds.

Happy Valentine's Day.

Love you.

 

Eve of The End

Okay...we are now at the eve of The End, according to Mayan calendar, and to a Chinese I Ching that contains divination. So far, no recorded major quakes around the world, and the seas have not risen to form a threat to coastal cities. The ozone layers have not gotten any bigger, and our atmosphere has not turned blood red, or dooms day black.

It might be a sure bet, that nothing will happen...but there is always the uncertainty, and I am skeptical until the day passes without incident.

As mention before, I hope people don't do drastic things, should there be a sunrise, a new tomorrow. Its what I want, since I am separated from my teen age children, and want to be a father figure in their lives, more importantly a mentor to bring about good morals, and they be successful in their adult lives.

My girl Shadow, found this for me. And it was hilarious to see it. I'm glad she sees the humor of December 21st.

 

 

 



With this kind of humor floating around the net, it gives me comfort that the world will not end. And just in time for Christmas Holiday Cheers!

Closing of Hellhole

I will be closing Hellhole indefinitely, after December 1st. With predicted Dooms Day just a few days away, I might as well. And spend more time with family and friends, should there be no 22nd after.

Yes, I do and have been following the Mayan and I Ching predictions. And I bet, I'm not the only one in this world doing it also. I just hope others are not ending...relationships, or starting new ones. Quiting their job, and blowing away their life's savings. Even worst, should one decide to end his or her own life.

One still needs to plan for a "better day" if the predicted event should fail. That last sentence just seems funny to me to some reason. I guess I want to live. :D

More important, items will be sold at discount rates in stores, just in time to place lots of presents under the Christmas Tree. So make the most of your time with family and friends. This December will never be quite the same.

Shadow, does not believe that the world is ending. And I hope she is right. We made plans to see each other next year. And no, you can't persuade me to mention what our plans are. Its our secret! :D
Just saying, we plan to do things what regular couples do...go on a date, hold hands, and keep each other's feet warm at night. You can imagine the rest. Better that way.

Enjoy the holidays. And Happy Year Near 2013!



A Spotted Kitty

I meet a new family member, on Misti's side of the family. Her name is Shadow D., and is a younger sister to her. Her avatar is decent looking for a noob, and I bet Misti helped her out with her looks. But the spots, I think its her own addition, just to avoid being a typical female noob. She is not a Furry, or a Neko. Just a female with spots.

We talked during her first week, and find her charming and amusing. She has prior experience in the BDSM lifestyle in RL. And currently has no master that could claim her, as his/her own. I decided to take her under my wings. She is family, and Misti and Ice agreed for me to accommodate her. We went to the Temple, as the normal routine when setting up a new submissive in her place.

She will need to address me as Master, or Sir. Obey me, and not question my instructions when I give them to her. And prostrate, or position her body in servitude to me. Only restriction is, no sex for 30 days. It will drive her nuts more than me. as I have other readily available pets on a moments call.

The fun part is controlling her by using the collar she wears for me. As long as she has placed me as her owner, I can pretty much have fun with her in toe, while on a chain leashed to me.

 Lets see what the future brings for us.

No Limit Spirit

It is always good thinking when you look over some one's avatar profile. That way you can determine in advance, if you have things in common. The groups they have joined in their profile, and especially their personal picks section.

A new pet joined today, her name is Velvet. She stated, "I am half demon, and want to kill my mother and take possession of her soul, to become full demon." in her introductory profile. She fits just fine with us. But when I asked her about her limits, she had none to list. I and Kat helped her out, as Kat helped her how to fill out the picks section. I asked her a question, "Are you able to role play eating scat off the floor and lapping piss up also?" Laughs. "Oh no...that is one of my limits." Nods. "I though it would be, since most people is SL don't care for it also." I informed her, "Add no Child Play also. It's against policy of Linden Lab to allow it." Pretty much RL plays into SL, of zero tolerance, or abetting Pedophile behavior in a virtual world.

To me, its sick and such a heinous crime in RL done to children. Why even role play it in virtual game is beyond me, when some people seem to be fond of it. If your reading this, and doing it in SL, I suggest you cease and desist of doing such role plays. You will be reported by ex-lover(s), or ex-friends to Linden Lab, as they now allow Federal investigations looking into such activities.

What are limits to list in your profile? Maybe I can help you with the following:

No gore and dismemberment.
No snuff or permanent death, as in deleting an avatar name account.
No Dolcet
No rape or forced play without prior permission/consent.
No prolonged locked up in a cage or prison cell, and not actively being engaged in role play.
No scat(shit/crap) and piss/urination. Also called toilet play.
No Child Play.

With the questions I asked, and Kat helping her out fill in her picks section. She just got about everything listed above. but did not mind being roasted. Smiles. Odd? Since its part of snuff and dismemberment play also. But whatever works for her, is fine with us.

I hope this helps, should you make an SL free account to get you started of your limits list.

Marriage on Hellhole?

Its been a couple of days since my daughter Halo, "Dad, I need to talk to you. I'm getting married to Tig." O.O (surprised expression in SL) Yes. My daughter told me when I logged in world early morning. After Phelps and others in the US Swim Team won more medals during the Olympics.

As I mentioned before, I'm pretty much glued to watching the Olympics. And watch most of it, if I can. Her telling me the moment I logged in world, was to be sure I knew about her plans. To meet her future vampire hubby. And the added bonus. she is preggo and due to have her first SL baby!

I was shocked, since she had a hard break up with Theo, an awful bag of shit, full of deceit and mischief in my demon family, also known as "drama" in SL. We are glad to be rid of him, with a terrible disposition in real life also. You really have to place a "STOP" sign and not want to know people in world, unless you have a gut feeling they won't be a problem in SL, or when RL becomes intertwined with game play.

I can only speak for myself, since I have known Kitten in RL, and glad she is back in world. I am happy for her also, since she meet a guy in RL who happens to have an SL account also.

My daughter protecting her future hubby.

Back to Halo and Tig, since I was really surprised by the news of a baby on the way. Nothing else better to do than take a machine gun out, and point it at Tig's belly. Laughs. His thoughts were, that I was against it. No...I was not. I just made sure, I'm "deadly serious" that he take responsibility of being the father to the baby inside my daughter.

I wonder what you would do, if that happened to you in RL? I have a daughter, and is seven-teen. I hope I don't have to face it, other than she marries the guy she will be happy with someday. I don't like premarital sex for her. But than again, I was involved with sex with a few girls during my teen years. And could only guessed what the fathers' of the girls I dated had on their minds back then, as I do for my own daughter.

After having my fun with Tig at intimidating him, I congratulated Tig and my daughter Halo. I told him to call me "Dad" just to make him feel welcomed, and be at ease with me around. We talked about the Olympics and what we are following. It seems he and I are avid sports fans, and played high school sports during our teen years. It helps to know about my future son-in law.

Lexi my grand daughter, poofed in, and told her what she missed earlier. She laughed about me pointing a gun at Tig's belly. She is a demoness, and full of mischief herself, all in a good way. I did not stay long, since I just logged in to check for messages, especially from Boo.

I hope she is not getting upset with me, by not being in world lately. But it's the Olympics...comes around every four years. I want to watch history unfold before me. So far so good...I am enjoying the London 2012 games!

Hellhole Island

We are done! It has been a week since we moved to the new location, and are now enjoying ourselves without the distraction from the last place. This time on the island; BJ, I, and my daughter Halo each have our own parcel section. With me getting half, and the remaining half is split between BJ and Halo. The prims are allocated automatically, and have set our own music stream running. This has really helped alleviate any issues about prims being used, or what music stream we have to possibly haggle over, if the Sim was not divided.

I pay 3500 Lindens, while BJ and Halo pay 1750 Lindens each. That sums up the price of the Sim Tiers to 7000 weekly expense. Translated into real money, that is about $15.00 dollars a week, or $60.00 a month for me. 2000 Lindens is the minimum to purchase, and equal to $8.50.

People actually play Linden currency trading while in world, and make real money out of it. And it varies on the Linden Exchange for those buying and selling it. Yup, it is the same on the Money Exchange Index traded on Wall Street; US Dollar, British Pound, and Japanese Yen. It depends on how long you hold on to your Lindens, then exchange it back for real money. This is not an endorsement, like with anything you invest. The initial money you risk, may not give you a substantial return. Though I would mention that, since land in SL is not free, or cheap to own.

For those of us that own virtual land, we do it because it's "home" to our avatars. Play one's own music stream, have friends over to chill out with you. Rezz items instead of going to a sand box. And build and create objects from your imagination to improve your home, or sell to other avatars on SL Market Street.

Hellhole, on this island is two levels of caves and tunnels. I purchased a home similar to Ariel's, when I saw it on Market. I teleported to the in world location, and saw it on sell as of this posting date, for 999 Lindens. I did not want to initially buy it, but needed to find a new home as soon as possible, to get the Sim up and running before the Olympics started this Friday. "What the Hell, I might as well." I set my new "Castle Graven" on top of the mountain, instead of next to it on ground level. The view is great! And with the balcony I made before, I have added again to it.

The zombies are out on the open area, which makes it easy to spot them. Since they are still hard to kill, and worst if I had placed them inside the caves. They would just be randomly rezzing, and your avatar would likely die often, or would not have a chance to fire a shot off.

I set the decorations myself, my room on the third has the usual items; bed, pet basket, dance pole, and a few pictures. The room across me has a multi pose rug, and some furniture. Second floor, has the Dolcett kitchen, and the room across from it has a bed and a mattress.

With the picture of Pinhead looking over the room. Actually, its an item that held my Pinhead avatar that looked good enough as a wall decor. Did I mention a new Hellraiser movie is set for release next year? Yes! Check out the trailer in YouTube.

BJ edited the terrain, and made a connection between her section onto mine. So, that we have a continuous network of tunnels under our castles. She also added a waterfall inside one section of my cave this time. It really looks great! You have to see it for yourself, if you don't mind getting sniped to death by us demons. Smiles.

Anyway, I'm glad we are done with the builds on the Sim. All I have to do is enjoy my Olympic events on TV. And check in world from time to time for messages.

Boo!!!

I talked to this girl, I have not talked to in awhile, in fact not in a long time. She tells me, after some exchanges of pleasantries, "I was thinking of you?" "Oh, really?" "Yes. Why aren't you partnered?" "Well, I was to Kitten. But for some reason, she is no longer active. So, I just un-partnered her last month." "Well, if you don't mind, can we date?" "Date? First time in SL for a girl to ask me." She laughs. I said, "Sure, why not? Good way for us to know each other, for good and bad." "Can I get a tag, so others know we are dating?" "No...not necessary. I will just let people know that we are dating." She totally caught me off guard, by asking to date me. I was busy placing items in our Dolcett Kitchen, when I tped her ass over.

Her name is Boo!!!. Yes. Boo!!!... Boo!!!...Boo!!!... Like your in a game, and you don't like the decision made by the umpire making the bad call. And you "Boo!!! Boo!!! Boo!!!" at the very top of your head!

I will need to change her name. Because, I don't want to date a girl called Boo! If I meet a girl in RL, and she is pretty as Carmen Electra, but her name is so ridicules. I would just fuck her, and leave when I got done pumping fuel down her tank.

Anyway, a girl with a bad name would sooner, than later change her name to a sexy one. Only in foreign countries, like Europe, Middle East, Asia and most parts of Africa where names can be butchered badly. When they arrive in the US, most new immigrants will likely change it.

But in SL, name variations differ in wide degrees, like my first name "Kaboom." I choose it because it relates to explosions, destruction, and maybe to death. Even though "Kaboom" is really a sound  spelled into a word. Mmmmm...come to think of it. Maybe, Boo would change my name. Laughs.

It should be no surprise, since Youtube has made it possible for people to make video proposals to the "Love" interests of their choice. "Date me. I find you hot and attractive. My tweeter account is blah...blah..at blah..blah, or a video reply is even better. Just make it private" What a world we live in today? Smiles.

Before she went to bed tonight, her being on the East Coast, I made sure Boo is a pet. And follows my instructions, by calling me Master. And having the necessary items to be a good pet; collar, cuffs, spanker to wear for her ass, boob shaker, and bruised buns. Other items, PRN. It helps when you have a "pet trainer" like BJ around to go over those items with a new pet.

Well, we are going to give "Dating" a chance. And see how far Boo and I can take this relationship.